:: Depressed ::

this is just so depressing man, im so f***ed up depressed and down, and sad, and sick, and disappointed, and im feeling pretty useless and hopeless as well, and this is all because of my SPM results, arghh!! eijean, how could you say that some one's SPM result is not bad (5a1, 4a2, 2b3) man, that type of result also not bad?? i think i would commit suicide if i get that result, what is not bad compared to you and mine and others who got better, god damn it.

i already feel like killing myself man, this sux, this completely sux, i cried - stop - cried - stop - cried - stop continuous continuous continuous...

for those who got GREAT results, CONGRATULATIONS man!!

but for those who didn't, it doesn't matter, SPM is not everything, it's basically nothing compared to those who's studying pre-u or stpm, those are more important now, it doesn't mean you're stupid if you did not score well in SPM, there are lot of factors of one getting flying colours, one of it is meer luck. you could see right, those who are doing very well in some particular subjects didn't even get an A1 or A2, you see, what is SPM man, how they mark one?? nobody knows, they happy, they give you, not happy, they pull us down...
shouldn't bother much about SPM results now, focus and concentrate in what you're doing now, SPM is not the end of the world if you didn't get good results, you still have alot of other chances and options really...

so, all the best everybody, and good luck to all my friends in 5 Science 1 !!

today is 15th of march, and i feel alot better now, at least, i think now i feel satisfied...lol...

honestly, i didn't think i did well....11A's and 1B *nah*