SPM 2

SPM results countdown - 3 days more, gwad, the anxiety is starting to surround me, especially when i try to get to sleep, this is so unfair man, SPM, go try to bug someone else, not me, im innocent, lol. =P

still remember how we counted off the days during our SPM examination, "how many days left to freedom?", "how many papers left?", lol, those were the days...and the weirdest thing is, didn't even felt like studying during that SPM period, gwad, i mean, how could we study when we were talking and laughing? the mood of studying is long thrown away, although we were about to face another devilish and cruel paper...

3 more days, and those 1st batch NS trainees will rejoice, or maybe, reluctant to leave eh, can't wait to see you eelyz!! but i guess we would meet while taking our SPM results, gawd, why i am always thinking about it, crazy. just expect nothing from it, consequently, you won't feel the disappointment you're about to face, the looks on the teachers' face, your parents' face, your friends' face...it's just how the society judge us right? they think that not getting high distinction for your school results is like THE END for you, good bye, no future!! bullshit, some people may not excel in their school exams, may not get flying colours, but that doesn't mean they're hopeless and useless...everybody has a talent, god is just fair!!

ok, i'm think i'm going to take my results, and quickly flee from the school, i don't want to get the embarrassment, shit...but now, most important thing is my alevels, ain't it? but then, no scholarship means no medicine for me...im so depressed...

and why does icpu and sam get to get a holiday on monday, this is so unfair!! and we alevels still got to write a letter stating ...."dear sir, this is to inform you that bla bla bla from class bla bla, was absent on monday, because she went to take her spm results..." isn't it understood that MOST of the students would take their SPM results...god damn it...