sick

2 weeks of holiday is just so not good for me. i feel so restless everyday. i think im going to get sick, bleargh. and im damn bored staying at home, i want to do something exciting. this is terrible. =(




anyway, cheerio up, im going to get back to college next tuesday. yay!

and i finally got Kelly Clarkson's My December, double yay! the songs inside are freaking fantastic.

doomsday tomorrow, think they're finally gonna send the report card to my doorstep. gosh. i wonder how my parents would react seeing my "wonderful" results. lol. and actually i just checked it online, results are pretty bad, (or maybe i have high expectations, but how could that be?) but guess this is my balasan for studying last minute, for chemistry and maths especially. lol. and i didn't really manage to study finish everything. lol. so, im pretty satisfied with my results, at least i didn't get 60 something, phew *wipes sweat*. and there was like remarks from the lecturers, blah. lol. just don't laugh at me for my bad results, im just plain dumb. lol.

a friend of mine got "good luck for the future" from my maths lecturer, gwad, what kind of crappy remark is that, so darn funny, what does that even mean? she didn't do badly what. weird man. and wooh, i think they changed our maths lecturer for the 2nd semester. lol. please don't change my other lecturers then, cause they're good. =)

CD

i can't wait to get my hands on that CD -- Kelly Clarkson's My December, just two more days to go to end the misery of waiting. *heh* XD the tracks inside are way freaking awesome. XD

again i got tagged

Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
...cross the membrane on one occasion and be prevented from doing so at another...

Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.

ahhhh, nice

What is the last thing you watched on TV?

V For Vendetta nice show =)

Without looking, guess what time it is.
12.00 p.m.

Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
12.04 p.m.

With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
silence, im at the library, actually there are some silent murmurs

When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
today, i was getting ready to step inside the car

Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
christianity, buddhism, blogs

What are you wearing?
a white collared TL shirt and jeans and socks and shoes

Did you dream last night?
i can't remember

When did you last laugh?
a few minutes or erm, seconds ago

What are on the walls you are in?
signs stating no usage of handphones and be silent

Seen anything weird lately?
wao, i'd be lucky to see something weird

What do you think of this quiz?
stress relieving *hah* as if

What is the last film you saw?
Spiderman 3, hah, laugh all you want, i know that's ages ago

If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
can't think of anything right now, i think i would use the money for my studies though

Tell me something about you that I don't know.
im evil *bwahahaahahaha*

If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
save the environment

George Bush:
i don't give a damn about him, he's a war maker though...

Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
don't know

Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
tak tau

Would you ever consider living abroad?
yes, and i want to =)

What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
peace XD

Tag 5 people who must also do this in THEIR journal:
tag no one

Sex determination and durians

i'll talk about something random since im so bored tonight.

let's talk about sex determination system. im sure you guys would be pretty familiar, or have heard of those really traditional families where their son and his wife got to have at least one boy in the family for further reproduction or in other words, to carry the family's name. when talking about at least ONE, think about it the mathematical way, where there are like 10 choices, meaning you could have like up to 10 boys, guys, remember? probability. XD

see, the diagrams below indicate sex chromosomes in our human body.

paternal chromosomes XY

maternal chromosomes XX

that means a sperm would carry either X or Y but an ovum would always and only carries X. so, when the sperm and the ovum fuses, the following results would be XY and XX (duh). but then think again, who actually determines the sex of the baby? they would always blame it on the woman if she doesn't give birth to a boy, but actually, they're blaming the wrong person, it should be the man's fault. Consequently, it's actually the MAN that determines the baby's sex, because there are TWO Xs' in the woman, but *aha* there's a variation in the man's chromosomes, as in X and Y, so obviously, if a X (man) pairs with X (woman), it's a girl and if a Y (man) pairs with X again (woman), it's a boy. why should they put all the blame on the woman being useless, it's actually the man. XD

please tell me that this is crap. hahahaha. im not being sexist or anything okay, and i hope i did not offend anybody about this, it's just for fun. any comments, say it proudly. XD

DURIAN MINUS/WITHOUT THE STINK!?!

ohgwad, a durian wouldn't be a durian anymore without its stink/aroma/smell, what on earth are they genetically engineering the durian's genes for? come on, that's the unique part of durians, you can't erase that aroma away. hmph. and NO! it doesn't smell like "pigshit, turpentine and onions, garnished with a gym sock". -_-", if the ang mohs can't stand the smell, let them be, but they're missing a whole lot of fun. oooh, scrumptious and luscious durians. XD i like i like. XD

today as i was walking across the living hall,
"close the windows" mum said.
so i walked towards the windows, as i was about to close the 1st window,
"CLOSE THE WINDOWS, wern ching!" mum shouted.
"what -lah? im closing -lah, why you shout so loud, i was just about to close -la k, i can't like close all the windows in 1 second..."
"i thought you didn't hear me -mah, yalah, then you guys always so slow motion..." mum said.
"i was just walking across the living hall, of cuz i need time to walk to the windows and close them -mah, then you go shout..."
then my mum laughed. -_-" what -lah
i walk silently, my footsteps can't be heard, maybe that's why my mum thought i didn't hear her. XD

The Little Rascals

i dunno whether you guys watched this movie before, its called "The Little Rascals", watch this clip, it will just cheer up your day. =)
for the full movie, just search it in Youtube, trust me, its damn funny plus cute. XD it revolves around little boys and girls, and at a stage, boys and girls tend to hate each other. XD



btw, the boy is called Alfalfa and his girl, Darla. XD ENJOY ~~

Gone

People around me, faces revealed
Hearts hidden, motive unknown
I stumble upon my pathway
You, wearing a smile on your face
Angel of light
guiding me through
Desperate moments
You held my hand, you held me tight
I'm lost without you
Once again, you were there
Shining your light on me
Assisting me through every suffering moments
When you came
You painted our world together with colours
When you left
You took away everything
Leaving the ruins to me
I landed in darkness
Pain unbearable
It tore my heart apart, blood dripping, tears running down
You kissed me goodbye
In the blink of an eye
You're gone within my sight
You left with a smile

I fell into a world of loneliness
I don't want to be tough
because i need you to protect me
I don't want to be proud
because you're not here with me
Leaving me to reveal the secrets
the mystery behind your soul and eyes

Its been 6 months since
I’ve picked all the shattered pieces up
Threw it away into a pile of long-forgotten memories
Washed away into the deep blue sea forever
And glued myself together
With a layer of protection
I’ve developed as resistance

I don’t need to be fixed
I don’t need to be found because I'm not lost
I just need to be loved
You're gone
But I'll trudge my life alone with courage
With bravery
For i know
You're looking upon me

-c.h.i.n.g-
copyright

P.S. James Morrison!! i like i like!! i like his songs!! =) omgwad, why is the download so slow, i freaking bored right now. and i just found out that the world is a friggin small place. =)

H plus H

omgf ass, i just watched a video that really freaked me out, my gwad, so freaking stupid and horrible, what terrible and horrendous dancing is that, my SHUFFLE is way better than yours. thanks to my bro for "patiently" teaching it to me. hah, now i can shuffle man, it's way cool. XD

on wearing contact lenses,

"ma, i wanna wear contact lense"
"then ma wear lo"
"you always say wear lo, but you never go out buy for me wan"
"wear permanent wan better, don't buy disposable, very expensive"

hmm, i don't know, could any of you guys willingly give me some advice on contact lenses? thank you. =)

kissing without clothes

- ei, what about kissing with your clothes off? but still in your undies and undergarments? -

- wha--? oh so both of you would be either at the guy's house or your house, stripped but still with undies on, kissing, and then lose control and have sex? -

- so you wanna kena makan toufu kao kao izit? you know when 2 people kiss, they start to touch everywhere, i mean the hands touching everywhere? -

- well, just to the extent of kissing only, i have my principles, won't have sex -

- gwad, your brain won't be functioning that time, and *vrrrroooom* by the time you realised and noticed what had happened, you're already in bed with him. *wahliao* -

- with the adrenaline pumping and the hormones raging, the kissing would end with having sex -

- just kissing with your clothes on would be ok -

the bold letters indicate my reply and opinions.
*sibeh chia lat* what you guys think? would you do that with your bf? *heh*

friendship

"I'll gladly climb your walls,
if you need me halfway,
here's my hand and my heart,
it's yours to take."

omgwad...

i hope i wont regret.... says:
nah lah,,i dun really fancy those attitudes...(talking about some fren)

i hope i wont regret.... says:
u see me n u

i hope i wont regret.... says:
love like dunno wad

i hope i wont regret.... says:
hehehehe

= .c.h.i.n.g. = http://dreamangel89.blogspot.com/ says:
omgwad

= .c.h.i.n.g. = http://dreamangel89.blogspot.com/ says:
i burst into laughter

= .c.h.i.n.g. = http://dreamangel89.blogspot.com/ says:
-_-"

the above is just a conversation between me and my best girlfriend. XD *bwahahaha*
im turning nocturnal *hoooot hoooot* -_-"
im currently missing shan miao right now, shucks, i want to see you my friend, and cling to you, and never let go, why did you have to move to KL, so far, and we cannot go out...

Exams

the worst ever.
but anyway im feeling pretty relieved right now, exams are over, but the stress level is totally equivalent to SPM stress level. i have holes in my brain now, cause i've squeezed all the juices out of my grey matter. blah. now let me rant about my exam papers.

First
Mathematics
the 1st paper was actually quite ok, but dumb me, i had some problems with the geometry progression thingy, so i really really hope i could score. the 2nd paper was quite tough, especially the permutation and combination questions, totally, my brain is no use for that, blah. no matter how many exercises i did for that, it's still kinda bootless. i hope i can manage to score an A.

Second
Chemistry
gwad, the 1st paper was quite ok, finished just in time, (40 questions 1 hour) but the 2nd paper was terrible, i think i kinda screwed it up, blah, this is the price you need to pay for last minute revision.

Third
Thinking Skills
omgwad, i totally screwed this whole paper, it's not surprising if i fail this subject, come on, i don't want to be a lawyer, i don't need to analyze who's credible, plausible, believable, flaws, weaknesses, strengths, conclusions, it's just killing my brain. it really did, it harmed my brain, and i was kinda half awake that time, blah. don't kill me.

Fourth
Biology
i was damn confident for this paper, anyhow, although how confident i am, i always make some really stupid careless mistakes, blah, what is this man, i feel so angry at myself, blah. could have scored 40 per 40, but now i got 3 mistakes liao, no!! totally depressing (just joking), but aihh, could have done better. i still want to score an A for it. and the 2nd paper was abit the tough, but overall, it was quite ok. please give me an A. XD

and now, im still dreading the day when the report card comes at my doorstep, how shocked my parents would be, and the Parent-Teacher Day, blah...
damn, don't give up
seriously, i just found out the most most crazy thing ever, bwahahaahahahah XD i can't believe my eyes, but don't tell me im dreaming, good for me. XD
gwad, im feeling touched right now, it's been such a long time since i touched my friendster, and aww, i actually received some messages, thought i was long forgotten you know. XD
gwad, suddenly i just miss running around the MPSJ field with all my PBSM friends, although it was tiring, but helping people together is such a great thing to do, aihh, just miss the good old days suddenly, the marching, the...

im currently in a shocked state right now. gwad, im totally speechless

thinking of all those lamo and funny things i've done in the past, it's just so funny! it's damn weird thinking what you would be doing when you hit 20 something, hmm, can i still maintain my childishness? *heh*

i've been tagged!! dig brain dig brain, gosh, i think i went cuckoo after the exams, blah, my brain is totally blasted

LAYER 1 : ON THE OUTSIDE
Name : L W C
Birth Date : 30.05.1989
Current Status : Single
Eye Colour : Brown
Hair Colour : Black brown with highlight
Right or left : Right

LAYER 2 : ON THE INSIDE
My Heritage : i come from a Chinese family, my dad is a Hainanese, and my mum is a Hokkien
My Fears : insects - it gives me the goosebumps
My weaknesses : laziness
My Perfect Pizza : lotsa cheese and cheese

LAYER 3 : YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW
My thoughts first waking up : another great day
My bedtime : 11 pm - 1 am
My most missed memory: high school!!

LAYER 4 : MY PICK
Pepsi or coke : Coke
Single or group dates : Single
Adidas or Nike : Nike - i love it
Tea or Nestea : neither
Chocolate or Vanilla : chocolates!!
Cappuccino or Coffee : coffee

LAYER 5 : DO YOU...
Smoke : nope, and never will
Curse : at times
Take a shower : duh
Have a crush : nope, not now
Think you've been in love : maybe
Go to school : college actually, and im freaking loving college right now
Want to get married : erm, i like to be free
Believe in yourself : yes, i believe i can fly, oops, i believe i can do it
Think you're a health freak : yes, i always nag at my brother not to eat too much chicken fat and meat, you would get atherosclerosis, and don't suck the prawn's head, it's filled with chemicals

LAYER 6 : IN THE PAST
Drank alcohol : yep
Gone to the mall : duh
Been on stage : yes
Eaten sushi : yes
Dyed your hair : highlighted

LAYER 7 : HAVE YOU EVER...
Played a stripping game : nope
Changed who you were to fit in : nope

LAYER 8 : AGE YOU'RE HOPING...
To be married : erm, i don't know

LAYER 9 : IN A GUY..
Best eye colour : blue
Best hair colour : black
Short hair or long hair : short

LAYER 10 : WHAT WERE YOU DOING...
A minute ago : continuing this tag
Hour ago : in the car
1 day ago : relaxing
1 month ago : studying
Year ago : SPM

LAYER 11 : FINISH THE SENTENCES...
I love : everything!! too many to list it out - peace!!
I feel : relaxed, everything is over, not really over yet though
I hate : -----
I hide : secrets
I miss: shan miao
I need : confidence

LAYER 12 : TAG 5 PEOPLE
i don't have people to tag, and so i'll just leave it here. peace!!

three months and im still sober
picked all my weeds but kept the flowers
- Sober - Kelly Clarkson's new single -

i am 1 year older today. i am legally an adult. XD
and to all my friends, thanks for the wishes, and here i wish you guys all the best in everything you do. and be happy always! XD
good luck for the YED sara and adeline! XD

*edited*
i came!!~~

and yee hong was so sweet, he bought me 2 cakes today, it's so pretty, im reluctant to gobble it up. XD




im feeling as happy as ever. XD

people say college is like a totally free year, but NO!

PAST
10 - 14 subjects during SPM - it's disastrous enough

NOW
even though you're only taking 4 - 5 subjects, it's just as killing as SPM, or maybe even more killing. for a total 6 months digesting all the subjects and topics, you would have to vomit out everything, EVERY SINGLE THING, during the semester exam (June). you would approximately have 11 topics per subject to study, that is like a whole year of form 5!!~~ bleargh, and it's even in more detail than form 5, so well, people, college is so totally not a happy honeymoon year, you would have to cram your grey matter with loads of stuff in like 1 year or 1 and a half years. and it seems like you don't have enough time for everything, assignments, projects (oh, stupid moral project, 2 summore, how to survive, we have our exams coming teacher!), study, tests, quizzes here and there. *sobs sobs*

anyway, college is actually fun minus all the workload that falls on you. =) XD

i have to admit that i love chemistry, that was like ---> until form 5 and now i kinda beh tahan chemistry, have to study different types of chemistry, organic -lah, inorganic - lah, physical - lah, damn, boring boring boring. and i have to get started on it now.

another confession is i don't like biology, that was like ---> until form 5, cause it was boring and boring, and it was so hard (exams) ewwww!!~ and now i love biology, i don't know why, i can't explain why, and please don't come telling in my face why i like biology.

spot the mistake

can you spot that there's something so wrong in the picture? gwad. XD

she *sparkled*

oh YES!!~~ Jordin Sparks won American Idol season 6, YAY, she has one awesome voice. XD


i missed the result show in the morning at 8 am, so well, i finally got to watch it at 6 pm, woohhh, i think that this is like the hottest american idol result show ever, featuring superstars, and 4 American Idol winners -- Kelly Clarkson, Ruben Studdurd, Carrie Underwood and Taylor Hicks. man, was i entertained, awesome!!~~ *bwaahahahah* and this might sound ridiculous, cause i actually downloaded Kelly's performance in AI today at school, eheheheh. -_-" she totally rocked man!!~~ wooohh.
omgwad, and i totally loved the Sergant Pepper song, she was so cute, jumping, and gwad, her voice amazing...*mesmerised*



and the weather is still bloody hot, damn.
and i have to add that Kelly Clarkson is still the best American Idol ever. XD

Simon: "The best by a mile is Kelly Clarkson. We got so lucky with Kelly Clarkson season one because she's not just a great American Idol winner, she's up there now with some of the greatest singers in the world... I mean I think she's as good as someone like Celine Dion. I think she really is that good."

i want to cut my hair short, like straight and jagged hair, not girl short, but short, so that i could gel my hair, XD. but i don't think it suits me, but i wanna cut!!~~ i don't want to get stuck in the same hairstyle for the rest of my life, this sux, why do i have such little hair and a big forehead, issshh. i wanna cut my hair, i wana cut, i wana cut. *sobs sobs* please comment, i can accept it. aihh.

im not hiding, no, im not running, no,
if you dig a little deeper you will find me...
-james morrison-undiscovered

life's been a little too boring lately, maybe exam is coming, and everybody is giving us exercises, teaching, exercises, teaching, gosh, give me something new baby. i wish i could participate in the Star's Youth programme though, visiting the Perak limestone hills, that would be interesting, but it falls from June 1 to June 5, ish. *waste waste*

"aiyoh, so late already ah, okok, faster faster finish this" -- chem teacher
then she quickly went to the whiteboard and wrote down the answer, quickly and hurriedly explained to us, and you know what, while we were still copying, she *whoooossshhh*, left the classroom, *bang* the sound of the door, and she was gone, and everybody laughed like mad. ever wonder why is she always in such a rush, our chem period mainly falls on 2 p.m. which ends at 3 p.m. so she's always in a rush to go HOME. -_-" interesting teacher, she leaves faster than the students, well, i have interesting teachers anyway, fun fun fun. XD

this is a story told by my friend, related from our friend *sounds complicated*
my friend saw our chem teacher hastily walking out of the school, and she saw long beans wrapped in a newspaper in her bag.

"teacher, you going back home to cook eh?" my friend said
"yala, my long beans want to die already, must faster get back" replied teacher

omgwad, i burst into laughter upon hearing this, it's just damn beh tahan, she's so funny. XD

"last time i was very active in sports wan, i played hockey..." -- bio teacher
"SURE -boh?" said a guy in our class
i think she ignored that. but our class didn't, we laughed...
-_-"

i believe that we would be strong, you and you and you would be tough and strong to face the obstacles descending in front of us, please believe in yourself, and pray -- miracles happen, but what will come, will come...
please pray

im not lost

i haven't and won't be blogging for these few days, or weeks, but please don't be alarmed, because im still around, just lost between the pile of books and papers containing Biology, Chemistry and Maths. Thinking Skills is way to vague and complicated for me to handle. *tssk tssk* *think think* *read read*

im not lost, im not lost, just undiscovered,
and when we're alone, we're all the same, as each other,
you see the look that's on my face,
you might think that im out of place,
im not lost, no, no, just undiscoverd.
- james morrison - undiscovered -

im not lost, just waiting to be discovered. XD

please pray
just pray
for everybody in the world
for unfortunate ones
for unlucky ones
for those suffering
for those in misery
for those in poverty
for those in depression
for those with diseases
for those living in war affected countries
for those homes destroyed by natural disasters
pray that they would eventually see light one day
free themselves
pray too
for yourself
for your family
for your relatives
for your friends
for your teachers
and here i pray
for a speedy recovery for my grandma's hand (dad's side)
for my grandma (mum's side)
for my uncle
for my aunt
and for my parents
for my brother
for my cousins
for my aunts and uncles
for my friends
and for myself
that they would always be healthy
they would always be safe and sound
and live in happiness everyday

happy mother's day!

owwh,

going to be super busy this month preparing for my semester exams that are commencing from July 11 to July 15, but actually, im only having a 3-days exam, phew. *wipes sweat*
but still, there's so many
to READ for BIO
to PRACTICE for CHEM
to UNDERSTAND and PRACTICE MATHS
to FULLY MASTER SKILLS for THINKING SKILLS
ooh, and how i love bio so much, i love bio, i love chem...control control.
only 4 subjects but it's breathing down my neck, blowing fire to me, cause there's just so many to study...
must
TERMINATE,
DESTROY,
KILL,
laziness. XD

some dunno how many days before...

"wern ching has to continue to work hard to maintain her results."

this was what my bio teacher commented/quoted on a paper that contains our tests and quizzes results, and she asked us to comment on our own results.

so, i wrote in reply,

"im not really satisfied with my current results yet, cause i could do even better than that."

i wanted to write that...

nah, i did not write that, i DID NOT write that, see how i emphasize on the DID NOT,

"i would continue to work hard to reach my target."

is what i actually wrote. XD

gwad, i put such high expectations on myself. did she really put "good" there, i can't really remember, i have to boost my memory, but i think she did. XD

" the world keeps spinning,
people going on moving,
they keep screaming,
time is running! "

btw, congrats to Germae and Aliah for getting the JPA scholarship!!~~ woohh, all the best to both of you there. XD

Saturday 05/05/2007

today was my former Alma Mater's Hari Kecemerlangan, it is to erm, appreciate and recognize the students' hard work, blood, and sweat put into their studies academically and non-academically (co-curriculum activities), and getting flying colours for it, yes, or erm, something lidat, whatever -lah. XD

honestly, i was reluctant to go back to school, blah, i don't know why i have this kind of feeling, but then it just comes spilling out, to me, it's kinda awkward going back to high school. XD i had butterflies in my stomach, ok, i know, this is stupid, im such a dork. XD anyway, i had to wait for the SPM 2006 top student --> shan miao to arrive, i told her this,

"eh, when you reach usj 2 lidat, you only sms me."
"halfway liao, u faster come oh, later need to wait for you leh, takkan ask my family wait for you meh, paiseh." she replied.

and you know what? i arrived faster than her, then i called her,
"woi, where are you? im already at school and you're nowhere to be seen, where are you?"
and she said, "im at the smk seafield there."
i was like, "what the, then you so fast sms me to come for what, i told you, you reach usj2 only sms me mah." -_-"
aih, blur shan miao. -_-" *cute*

*ok, i kinda forgotten what are the details that happened* XD

passing through PBSM's room, i heard my name, *and all hell broke loose, okok, just kidding* XD
"雯晶!" omgwad, it's my chinese teacher, bleargh, help me!!!~~ ok seriously, i think she look older liao, shan miao said it's her hair that's why, ok well, maybe. -_-" *but from last year, she had that hair -leh*
"hi, teacher!" i replied.
and then, and then, she started taking my hands -_-", *like, you guys can imagine right* seriously, i was kinda completely stunned and terrified,
"how are you?" *actually it's in mandarin*
"im, erm, ok..." i said.
then phew, shan miao came, and kinda saved me from the awkwardness i was having inside, and teacher said,
"善苗!" *she still hasn't really let go of my hands yet*
"hi, teacher!" shan miao said. XD
"so, what you guys doing now?" teacher asked.
"oh, im doing a levels at taylors." =) i said.
"im planning to go tar college to do diploma in accounts." shan miao replied.
and then the question that i so don't wanna hear just popped out...
"so, how about you and tcp?" teacher asked.
*oh, bloody shit, aihhh* i was thinking.
"together?" she asked again.
"erm, nolah, nolah, don't have, nope, no." i said.
"don't have already?" she said.
oh dear, stop it -lah. looking at shan miao with pitiful eyes, help me!!~~
"no no no. errhhh..." i answered.
"really happy to see you guys" =) teacher said.
me and shan miao just smiled. XD

we saw sook peng and jenn mun, so we went there, when sook peng said,
"hoho, what did you do to your hair har?"
"ahahahahah" i just laughed.
"ahahahaha, just kidding ler." she said. XD
had a little nice chat with them. XD
then irene came, with her bf, may i know what race is he, irene? XD *ahahaha*

once again, my mandarin teacher came and chatted with jenn mun and irene, so well, suddenly, irene just said,
"老师，你看, 雯晶染头发!" (teacher, see, wc dyed her hair)
oh dear. -_-".
"不用紧啦，雯晶长大了吗，我很开放的" (nevermind, she's grown up already, i very open -wan) teacher said.
-_-" is all i could express...

it was actually quite fun going back to school, and me and shan miao had a little chat with sara, wye loon, danish, shern peng, yuet kwan, hui yin. remembering the days we went through, for like 5 years, gwad, it's that long eh, hope we could continue this friendship for as long as possible. XD

and ooh, i didn't know that the school would grant us money, 1 A for RM10, cool, and my wallet is filled with RM110 now. *bwahaahah* must control must control XD.

oh, the good old days

Kelly Clarkson :: Never Again

Kelly Clarkson's new music video :: Never Again

*bloody chunted mv* *bwahahahhah* *wicked coool*

Rascal Flatts :: My Wish

Artist: Rascal Flatts
Song: My Wish
Album: Me And My Gang

I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow,
and each road leads you where you wanna go,
and if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.
And if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window,
if it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile.
But more than anything, more than anything.

My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
your dreams stay big, your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
and while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

I hope you never look back, but you never forget,
all the ones who love you, in the place you left,
I hope you always forgive, and you never regret,

and you help somebody every chance you get,
Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake,
and always give more than you take.
But More than anything, yeah, more than anything.

My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
your dreams stay big, your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
and while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish. Yeah.

My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
your dreams stay big, your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
and while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

this bothered - bothers me

"................................................................."
"after all, there were still babies."
"babies can't talk. they can hardly move. a baby is not a rational, thinking creature."
"we made babies. and we used them."
"some of them we ate. baby flesh is tender and succulent."
"we flayed their skin and decorated ourselves in it. baby leather is soft and comfortable."
"some of them we tested. we taped open their eyes, dripped detergents and shampoos in, a drop at a time."
"we scarred them and scalded them. we burnt them. we clamped them and planted electrodes into their brains. we grafted, and we froze, and we irradiated."
"the babies breathed our smoke, and the babies' veins flowed with our medicines and drugs, until they stopped breathing or until their blood ceased to flow."
"............................................................."
"only...yesterday, all the babies were gone."

i decided to share with you guys a short story from a book called "Smoke and Mirrors" by Neil Gaiman, the above is actually an excerpt, im not supposed to write the whole story down right? XD. so, i tell you what i left out. it starts with,
"all the animals were gone, disappeared, and the humans didn't know what to do without the animals, and then they decided to use babies as a substitute for animals. until one day, the babies were all gone too, and the humans didn't know where they went, and they don't know what are they going to do without them, and they thought that they're think of something to overcome it."

"humans are smart. it's what makes us superior to the animals and the babies. we'll figure something out." this is the last sentence...

the story is gross and it kinda bothered me, and i kept thinking about it. wonder what you guys think? using babies? eating them? gwad, it makes me sick. but anyway, there's a moral story behind this story (in my opinion XD) that we should always appreciate the living things or things around us and everyone around you, and do not take them for granted. =)

talking about this book, it contains dark and mysterious stories, and even censored stuffs inside it, so well, yeah, be prepared if you wanna check this book out, believe me, i wasn't prepared. XD

and gwad kelly rockx my world, unbelievable *bwahahahaah*

currently tuned to My Wish by Rascal Flatts