Avril Lavigne :: Girlfriend

Girlfriend

[Chorus]
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don't like your girlfriend!
No way! No way!
I think you need a new one
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your girlfriend

Hey! Hey! You! You!
I know that you like me
No way! No way!
No it's not a secret
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your girlfriend

[Verse 1]
You're so fine
I want you mine
You're so delicious
I think about ya all the time
You're so addictive
Don't you know what I could do to make you feel alright?
Don't pretend I think you know I'm damn precious
And Hell Yeah
I'm the motherfucking princess
I can tell you like me too and you know I'm right

[Bridge]
She's like so whatever
You could do so much better
I think we should get together now
And that's what everyone's talking about!

[Chorus]
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don't like your girlfriend!
No way! No way!
I think you need a new one
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your girlfriend

Hey! Hey! You! You!
I know that you like me
No way! No way!
No it's not a secret
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your girlfriend

[Verse 2]
I can see the way, I see the way you look at me
And even when you look away I know you think of me
I know you talk about me all the time again and again
So come over here, tell me what I want to hear
Better yet make your girlfriend disappear
I don't want to hear you say her name ever again
(And again and again and again!)

[Bridge]
She's like so whatever
You could do so much better
I think we should get together now
And that's what everyone's talking about!

[Chorus]
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don't like your girlfriend!
No way! No way!
I think you need a new one
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your girlfriend

Hey! Hey! You! You!
I know that you like me
No way! No way!
No it's not a secret
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your girlfriend

In a second you'll be wrapped around my finger
Cause I can, cause I can do it better
There's no other
So when's it gonna sink in?
She's so stupid
What the hell were you thinking?!
[repeat]

[Chorus (repeat)]

omg

the teacher at the web is horrible. ",,," lol.
anyway, to look on the brighter side, i would study hard and study hard and study hard. as shan miao said, "do not worry about the future, present is the most important, as it changes future" yeah, thanks. =P

yeehong asked me "you don't know cp anymore?"
i replied, "hmmm, who is that, i don't know"

=) i feel so happy after completing the power point for our biology presentation, i think it would be ok =P

i feel

depressed today. im angry at myself for being so stupid. i know, the hype for spm result has gone, but i don't think i can get over it so fast. i know i didn't study diligently, i was not as studious as those who got straight A's and straight A1's, but i know i tried my best, but i still feel sad.

they say/hinted in their conversation that if i can't get a scholarship, i might not have a chance to study the course i want to. ya, whatever, i then choose a different course then, a much cheaper course. but there they say you can't earn money from it, bla bla bla. ya, whatever, i dunno what i want to study now. bas*****.

feeling all the anger rushing through my grey matter, unconsciously, unknowingly, my eyes were filled with tears, but i held it back, a tear coursed down my cheek and no more. i shouldn't be so beaten up, i shouldn't give up so easily, but do i have a choice? i don't know and im not sure of myself. i've always wanted to be a doctor since i was a child, and till now, it never ever changed. ya know, you ask small kids what they wanna be "i want to be a fireman" few years later you ask the same question "i want to be a lawyer", it changes, because they are influenced by the environment, television programmes, and others. till i was old enough to think of the circumstances and the consequences of being a doctor, i decided to put my mind on other options, pharmacy, biotech. but i still couldn't resist the temptation of me wanting to be a doctor, and now i feel depressed. a pang of sadness and gloominess overwhelmed me today. i cannot tell why, but this is how i feel.

but there are others, who i think im better (not to brag, but this is the truth), they get and want to study to become a doctor, and me? im still considering, im still pondering away with my mind, not knowing what is the next step to take to my future. their parents have the ability and are willing to help them to realize their dreams. but do i have? i don't know. im feeling so tired that i don't want to think about it anymore.

1. the problem is about money, yeah, without money, you can't do anything.
2. is the time, becoming a doctor, it might consume up your whole life.
3. the pathway to become a doctor is not easy-peasy, and you would have to struggle very hard if you don't have an intelligent mind, which is me.
4. the pay of a doctor is low at first, and you would be really busy everyday, that is untill you specialize.
5. you need to make a lot of sacrifices.

i have the faith and trust that i could overcome from number 2 to 5, but number 1, do i have the financila aid? i know most of my friends are going overseas to continue their studies later on, but me? if im taking up medicine, it would be local, obviously, because its like one of the most expensive course. but if i go for pharmacy, the situation would be different, but am i interested in pharmacy more than medicine? i doubt it myself.

1. i want to help people, this is obvious about being a doctor, but some doctors only care about the money.
2. i want to go around the world.
3. i want to feel the satisfaction after treating a patient and knowing that he/she would be well later on.
4. i want to experience different things in my life, being a doctor, you could experience that, new cases coming in and out everyday. the challenge, the rush, i want to feel it.
5. i would make my family proud this time.
6. i know this sounds stupid, but being a doctor, money isn't everything, it isn't the 'it' factor to me that i want to become a doctor, it is about helping people, if i got the chance, i want to a volunteer. this is stupid i know.

yeah, dream on, without realizing it...

i had

a great night today with ei-jean =) oh yeah, baby!!~~ and the drama competition totally rocks and it was friggin awesome man!!~~ and best of all, i get to watch it with my very best friend and had an excellent night. =P

firstly, i didn't know that ei-jean was at school from 1pm till 6pm, so i smsed her...
"ei, when you leave your house hor, remember sms me."
she replied...
"im at school since afternoon till now. mad ah. brain crazy liao."
i said...
"what the, didn't know that, you didn't tell me also."
she replied...
"i told you, i told you ok. faster come la. i hungry."
oklah, coming!!~~

so, i went to school and waited for her at the guardhouse, wondering why she so long not yet come down. then we went at AC to eat our dinner. so we ordered...
"eh, you got try before the pasta?"
"no"
"i think it's somewhere there, let's go see"
"ok"
"here, what you want to eat?"
thinking, thinking, seriously, i like pasta, but not with the white gravy, i dunno what is it called, because it just has way too much of cheese in it, and after awhile, you feel like vomiting, cause it's too filling.
"i think i want either that or either this, you? how about the pizza?"
"you want pizza ah? can eat finish boh? i want that one"
"i dunno you loh, i anything also can"
"oklah, we try la, order small pizza"
"ok, small one then" =)

the pasta and he pizza was really really nice, it has the "ohm" in it, rich in the ingrediants especially the gravy, bwahaahah. and it all costs RM27 (1 small pizza - 4 slices, and 2 pastas) yummy =P and we chatted and chatted...=)

finally, we were in the lecture theatre 1 for the drama competition. and it started way late, about 7.45pm, and we were like, "aiyo, maybe 11pm also not yet finish, how how how?" then we see some lenglui, hot gals, hot guys, lengchai, ahahahahaha.

there were 6 participating groups, 1 from a levels, 1 from sam, 1 from icpu, and 2 from petaling jaya campus, and i from adp. and seriously, all of them were really talented, and the dramas were really nice stories, with moral values in it, and about life, bla bla bla. but i didn't understand what was going on with the 4th drama from pj, it was so confusing, and there was this guy, he was slapped by the girls for like erm, 5, 6 times, and he was scary, devillish. haha. i can't related the whole story of the 6 dramas, cause it will probably bore people off.

you have to see it, to experience it. =P

damn,

the maths test today was difficult man, (series, vector, differentiation, integration), honestly, i didn't know what was teacher teaching when she taught us the series on geometry progression, her explanation was just a disaster and a failure. blah. i would need to figure out by myself and ask a few friends then. aih. anyway, this is only a test, would do better next time. =) and she didn't come in to class today, i don't know whether she wanted to avoid us or what, but she was absent, as told from my bio teacher, hmm. i wonder what really triggered her to say all those stuff yesterday, weird, whatever you're experiencing teacher, calm down. you left us in a state of shock.

anyway, today is hsin ju's birthday. so HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!~~

and all of us are going to secret recipe today, somebody said wanna celebrate somebody's birthday (nope, it's not hsin ju), it's a guy. but dunno whether is everybody going anot. hmm.

there is no piano class for me today, yay, and im going to eat dinner with ei-jean, heheh, and later watch the drama competition in school. yay, looking forward to it. =)

at 10a.m. 22/03/2007,

today, my maths teacher kinda went delirious, she got kinda depressed and agitated, but i don't know why, maybe most of us were not really listening to her (i was paying attention) when she was teaching in the class lately (these few days), most probably statistics was a totally boring subject. she started acting weirdly and blabbering irrelevant stuff. her voice started trembling and she seemed like she wanted to cry, gwad. my friend and i was so afraid that she would start crying, fortunately, not a drop of tear flowed down. *pheww* but my other friend said she cried -leh, swt.

anyway, the whole class was like gaping and staring at her (maybe the gaping was abit far-fetched), but well just looking at her with big, attentive eyes, and some of us (including me) felt like laughing in the beginning when teacher started to blabber about non-relevant stuff, and btw, the whole class was exceptionally quiet (angel passed by).

her "story" started like this, she began telling us about the skills in life. like how a doctor would operate on a patient and sewing up a patients' wound, would he/she do it hastily or patiently. No! she first said, "do all of you want to excel academically or non-academically as in activities and stuff?" "how many of you were very active up to form 5?" bla bla bla. "do you prefer going to a doctor who would sew and stitch your wound beautifully or do it hastily so it would be ugly?" "let's say you met (she said met) an accident, and you got a scar..." bla bla bla. and i was like what the hell is she talking about. i even almost wanted to laugh, and a few of my friends chuckled abit. swt. my gwad, my teacher was practically talking nonsense. all of us know that her main motive was to scold us, but puh-leez, why did she need to talk so far away from the topic? my gwad. i think she was out of her mind.

she explained to us about her university life, about how all her secondary school life, she never ever join any activities and she started participating and organising activities in uni. gwad. and she said most of her Chinese friends hated her because she forced them to join all the activities, and she regrets it now for forcing them, bla bla bla. and she touched on a racist topic (but, i would not say it here, sensitive case) she was involved in this hostel management thingy, (i dunno what the heck is that), and she was to organise every activity. how she struggled hard in her studies, she majored statistics, and she kinda got a bad result during her 1st semester, because she thought she was great at it, although she doesn't understand the topic. (really, i don't understand what the crap she was talking about) and then how all her Chinese friends got first class honour and she only got a second upper. but she told us she was DIFFERENT from all of them, because all her friends that were excellent in their studies didn't join any activities in uni, and she got this erm vice chancellor award, and she said that as a chinese, it was very difficult for her to get the award, bla bla bla. and she called the award is prestige (but in correct english, it's prestigious, teacher). and we were all like "har"? and she had to mix with the malays, and it was a problem for her, because she was chinese educated, and now she must speak and learn in malay, (i was like wat? i thought the main learning language was in english), and now, she teaching in ******'s, its in english medium. she asked us "you adapt to the environment, or the environment suit you? if the environment adapt to you, then you are god."

seriously and honestly, i really feel a little bit sympathy for her, because from the way she talks in english, it's like she has difficulty saying and pronouncing the words (as a listener, my ears would get tired). gwad. and the more she talked, the more her voice trembled, and she was sniffing i tell you. my gwad. she was every emotional. maybe her adrenaline was rushing up, cause she was tapping her feet very quickly. -_-". and i realise she always do that, when she had difficulty in delivering what she wants to say. and she said that she knows her own problem, sometimes when she explains to us, we don't really understand, but she will improve, bla blabla. (but teacher, i don't see that you're improving). and she told us how great her cousin was, she studied in cambridge, but she suffered in the whole process, because her family is poor, and she had to get loan to study in cambridge, and how she was bad in english, and she decided to take extra english lessons while she was studying in singapore for her o levels. bla bla bla. what has her cousin got to do with this? i just don't understand. has she gone paranoid.

and then she started to criticise all of us, saying that we don't have listening skills, we are pampered, our attitude got problem. "if you didn't get an A in maths, are you going to blame the teacher or what? but blaming others is no use, you have to self-improve, i also know i must improve, both my other classes would correct me if im wrong. if you keep your mouth shut, i cannot help you, and it is not my problem, you are sitting for the exam, not me." bla bla bla. she told us that she got this offer from AC Nelson, and she was to become a GREAT statistician (yeah, she did said GREAT), but she turned it down, and she said she was stupid to do that (yeah, i think so too teacher, you should just go work there, and we could have a better maths teacher).

honestly, teacher, i have a few things to say to you too.

1. you should know that, becoming a teacher, you should have a good command in english. since you know that your english is not good (she said "i know my english is not as good as all of you."), you should have brush it up even before coming to this college to teach. and english is like the main 'lingua franca', how could you not improve your english. honestly, i didn't know how you went through the interview, with some broken english here and there.

2. teacher, whether we want to excel academically or non-academically, it's mainly none of your business. and of you're good teacher, you would be able to stabilize and excel in both of it, and get a first class honour and not a second class. how could you simply assume that the active ones in our class is more special and better than the non-active ones. you just have no right to do that. and teacher, we're only in college now, we're not in university, you do realise that don't you. of course we all know that both are important. for gawd's sake.

3. teacher, you said we were pampered children ain't we. oh come on, we're only a bunch of 18 years old, we still have lots more time to learn how to be independent, and wash our own clothes, and other grown up stuff. so, teacher, please do not simply accuse us.

4. and you told us that we have a problem in our attitude, i believe that everyone in this class would want to excel in their studies, who would want to fail, and you only started teaching us for 3 months, god damn it. and if the teacher is not good, how are we supposed to really understand what the hell is going about. i understand, both student and teacher must cooperate together, but then if you teacher have problem explaining the subject to us, how are we supposed to learn and understand. and teacher, you always say "...you will understood" "understood?" it's not understood, it's understand.

5. and you said you won't care about those students who won't listen, well yeah, but actually as a devoted teacher, you should be trying to get them to listen. maybe you're too linear or whatever, but honestly, if you teach well, and we understand well, we would listen to you. and then you didn't tell us in the first place that we could correct you and point you out when you're in the wrong. i mean, obviously, as students, no one would dare to point out a teachers' mistake. so, don't tell us that we didn't point out, it's just that you didn't give us 'permission' to correct you.

and teacher, you should not be so emotional again, you should just control your emotions you know, as a teacher, if you want to cry, go home or go to the toilet and cry, because all of us would think "teacher, suddenly so emotional, and crying." one of my friend said, "nobody scold her also, she crazy liao, suddenly like want to cry lidat." and we would not know what to do if you really burst into tears.

wondering now, did she really went delirious. or was she possessed? stressed out? crazy? or maybe the pms thing, or whether she got the red thing or mood swings? gwad.

now to think about it, i think she was trying to tell us that success doesn't come easy, and you need to do alot of sacrifices to be successful in your life. teacher, just relax and take it easy ya. or maybe you're trying to tell us that we don't respect you? what the hell. we respect teachers all right. and teacher, wanna tell you that, you weren't successful in conveying your message to us. cause basically, it was just loads of crap, and irrelevant.

firstly, i need to

clarify a few things. for those who have read that thing - tcp's blog (yes, i call him the thing, he's not human), this is what i have to say, and this is the TRUTH, eat my words for that.

1. im the ONE who told him FIRST that we couldn't be friends anymore, but he was the one that kept calling me paranoid. now, he wanna care about his face saying that he was the one who said we couldn't be friends, bullshit.

2. im the ONE who called it off first, and the 2 months with him was just a f***in sympathy and empathy towards him. i finally realized that my feelings were over for him after our SPM examination.

3. HE was the ONE who started hating me in the first place for no reason. just because i couldn't stay back to accompany him, he started sending msgs like "i hate you" "i hate you". and honestly, i did stay back quite a few times, but coincidently, i had a project to do with my friends on that particular day, and i stayed back with him for like half and hour, and he started whining "you didn't keep your promise, i hate you." f*** you bastard, i had my reason and i was NOT wrong. and then there was another time when i stayed back, but he was very late, about half and hour late, and i got to go at 2pm, because my mum needed to visit my grandma in the hospital, and when i left, he said "i hate you" again. i had all the reasons, and he still said "i hate you".

4. HE blames me for making him feel lust, look at the guy, you all think he's so innocent and all, but NAH, NO, he's just a monster blaming the victim, when i heard that, i was like what the hell, why is it my fault. that bastard, i feel like killing him.

i admit that i hurt him, and he HURT me too, so we're equal on that matter.

i officially called it off during December. and all the shit he wrote in his blog, was practically, half of it is not true, you can't believe a guy when the relationship ends, because they care for their face too much, they can't say "the girl dumped me"

Everything I'm Not :: The Veronicas

O no don’t go changing, that what you told me from the start,
Thought you where something different, that when it all just fell apart,
Like you’re so perfect, and I can’t measure up,
Well im not perfect, just all messed up

I was loosing myself to somebody else, but now I see
I don’t wanna pretend so this is the end of you n me
Cause the girl that you want,
She was tearing us apart,
Cause she’s was everything, everything im not

It’s not like I need somebody, telling me where I should go at nite
Don’t worry you’ll find somebody, someone to tell how to live there life,
Cause your so perfect and no one measures up, yea all by yourself your all messed up

I was loosing myself to somebody else, but now I see
I don’t wanna pretend so this is the end of you n me
Cause the girl that you want,
She was tearing us apart,
Cause she’s was everything, everything im not

Now wait a minute, because of u I never knew all the things I had
Hey don’t u get it, im not going anywhere with u tonite cause this is my life

I was loosing myself to somebody else, but now I see
I don’t wanna pretend so this is the end of you n me
Cause the girl that you want,
She was tearing us apart,
Cause she’s was everything, everything im not

But now I see
I don’t wanna pretend so this is the end of u n me
Cause the girl that you want she was tearing us apart, cause she’s everything, everything im not

*oh, i so hate you tcp, remember for life, the girl who dumped you*

Muse :: Starlight

Artist: Muse
Song: Starlight
Album: Black Holes & Revelations

far away
the ship is taking me far away
far away from the memories
of the people who care if i live or die

starlight
i will be chasing the starlight
until the end of my life
i don't know if it's worth it anymore

hold you in my arms
i just wanted to hold
you in my arms

my life
you electrify my life
let's conspire to ignite
all the souls that would die just to feel alive

but i'll never let you go
if you promised not to fade away
never fade away

our hopes and expectations
black holes and revelations
our hopes and expectations
black holes and revelations

hold you in my arms
i just wanted to hold
you in my arms

far away
the ship is taking me far away
far away from the memories
of the people who care if i live or die

and i'll never let you go
if you promise not to fade away
never fade away

our hopes and expectations
black holes and revelations
our hopes and expectations
black holes and revelations

hold you in my arms
i just wanted to hold
you in my arms
i just wanted to hold

* i want to run away with you* blah

when im bored

i would snap up a few pictures in college during my class... these are what i got...

i was way to sleepy to concentrate on what my maths teacher was teaching -- STATISTICS -- boring, and i was sleepy, come on. =P and sometimes i need to complain about my maths teacher, she doesn't have a good command of english, lack of proficiency and efficiency, and she has trouble pronouncing some words, i wonder why?? not to say that my english is superb, but at least im better than her. i just hope she would get better and better, if not as it goes, every topic would get harder and harder, and i wouldn't want to ge a B for my maths. bleargh, i have to do extra EXTRA work on my own, and the semester exams are just around the corner (JUNE) blah.

shining sun

two pairs of legs hanging

look!! its bright

ohhh, and i drew the above picture, bwahahaah, it's so cute isn't it. practically i drew it. it's from a manga/anime character from BLEACH -- ichigo and i love him. =P

right now, im bored, but luckily i still have youtube to 'eat' on. applying scholarships, but what's the chance of getting it eh, approximately zero.

wondering now, you should 'live for you dreams, or live for money (the reality)?' could anybody help me on it?? lol. pursuing your dreams, might not give you money later on, of course, depending on what field you're going into, and if this is the case for me, it's either medicine or pharmacy, but 'somebody' kept insisting that there would be no money to earn if you go into the science field, and you can't live without money. aihh. what should i do? go for my interest or go for something that i don't like, and don't even have interest, and don't even know whaat is that about, but could earn money?? what the heck. this so so dumb.

nevermind, i have this bio presentation, and honestly, i hate doing presentation, argghh, i got stage fright. =( and it's about the structure of the heart, bla bla bla...

anyway, live for your dreams or for money? which would make you happy later on?


BLEACH ROX!! i love you kurosaki ichigo and kuchika rukia...bwahaahah

PS. it is not the above picture (the picture is from mr. fighting)

You Are Somewhat Mature

You definitely act like an adult sometimes, but a big part of you is still a kid at heart. While your immature side is definitely fun, you're going to have to grow up sooner or later.

Are You Immature?

You Communicate With Your Ears

You love conversations, both as a listener and a talker. What people say is important to you, and you're often most affected by words, not actions. You love to hear complements from others. And when you're upset, you often talk to yourself. Music is very important to you. It's difficult to find you without your iPod.

How Do You Communicate?

omgwad, both of this predictions are like completely true about me...lol.

im sick of somebody right now, and i just hate that somebody right now, i think i would hate him/her forever man, he/she used somebody to get near to me, and then when it's over, bye bye, he/she forgets everything, what kind of f***king arrogant and useless person is that. shit him/her. may you be strike by a lightning. im cruel yeah, but wait till you meet a person who you would really hate, and then you would know my feelings. i hope he/she would vanish away from this world, never never exist in my world, i feel like killing him/her.

he/she made used of me, he/she blamed me for something i didn't do wrong. honestly, i really hate unsincere, lcly, arrogant, lame (but think he/she is yeng) people, especially unsincere people really makes me annoyed. everybody would curse you dude. becareful when you walk.

but it won't take over my life...just wanna release out my feelings, yeah

currently having a 5 HOUR break in college, cause my maths teacher didn't come...WTH, it's so boring, but it made me do my BIO lab report which i was thinking to leave it during the weekends, lol...

*recommendation*
Lee Hom's Live Concert at Taipei 2006 (RM71.90) -- 2CDs plus 2DVDs plus a pictorial book
a must buy and a must have -- trust me, lee hom's vocals are really strong, and it seems like you're listening to a RECORDED cd, but this is LIVE and the way he tackles his songs are like so cool man, really talented guy. haven't watch the dvd, but it'll be good.

P.S -- i still like jay chou more...bwahahaha

:: Depressed ::

this is just so depressing man, im so f***ed up depressed and down, and sad, and sick, and disappointed, and im feeling pretty useless and hopeless as well, and this is all because of my SPM results, arghh!! eijean, how could you say that some one's SPM result is not bad (5a1, 4a2, 2b3) man, that type of result also not bad?? i think i would commit suicide if i get that result, what is not bad compared to you and mine and others who got better, god damn it.

i already feel like killing myself man, this sux, this completely sux, i cried - stop - cried - stop - cried - stop continuous continuous continuous...

for those who got GREAT results, CONGRATULATIONS man!!

but for those who didn't, it doesn't matter, SPM is not everything, it's basically nothing compared to those who's studying pre-u or stpm, those are more important now, it doesn't mean you're stupid if you did not score well in SPM, there are lot of factors of one getting flying colours, one of it is meer luck. you could see right, those who are doing very well in some particular subjects didn't even get an A1 or A2, you see, what is SPM man, how they mark one?? nobody knows, they happy, they give you, not happy, they pull us down...
shouldn't bother much about SPM results now, focus and concentrate in what you're doing now, SPM is not the end of the world if you didn't get good results, you still have alot of other chances and options really...

so, all the best everybody, and good luck to all my friends in 5 Science 1 !!

today is 15th of march, and i feel alot better now, at least, i think now i feel satisfied...lol...

honestly, i didn't think i did well....11A's and 1B *nah*

= psst = Volkswagen ::

my dad might be accompanying me to take my SPM results, damn, i told him like a thousand times to not bother me with it, and he doesn't want to stop, he said he would get a heart attack, see how far-fetched is that, im already in boiling water and he can't stop teeeellling me that he'll go with me, this is so bad...i'm not expecting anything yet, ok, calm down...




anyway, today my dad went to test drive a Volkswagen car == Passat, and well, my itchy hands made me took some pictures of the car and the Beetle too, my gwad, the car is just so cute, and so sporty but it costs from 139k to 160k...here are the pictures...hehehe...

well, honestly, i like the car, apart from the outside, maybe some would think is it abit the conservative in the front view, but hey, the interior of the car is the one that matters, well, ahahaha. this car has electronic gadgets in it, it's not a hands on, manual car, instead, its electronic. for instance, there is no handbrake for you to pull, instead the handbrake is just a button away, just one click (actually press) the car would stay put, look at that. the car has turbo engine too, it goes really fast and you could feel the speed, the rush, the boost, the "ooohm", NICE!! the dashboard is really cool too, it's not like those normal dashboard, it has a screen on it, stating how fast you go, fuel consumption, duration of the journey, bla bla bla. it uses advanced technology, and i love it!! lol...isn't it something different driving a Volkswagen rather than always driving the same Honda -lah, Toyota -lah, Mercedes -lah, i mean, you don't see much Volkswagen cars on the road right...?? have your own unique and different style ahahah...

Passat

Beetle

There was this really c ute AUDI minature car, haha, it's cute...

SPM 2

SPM results countdown - 3 days more, gwad, the anxiety is starting to surround me, especially when i try to get to sleep, this is so unfair man, SPM, go try to bug someone else, not me, im innocent, lol. =P

still remember how we counted off the days during our SPM examination, "how many days left to freedom?", "how many papers left?", lol, those were the days...and the weirdest thing is, didn't even felt like studying during that SPM period, gwad, i mean, how could we study when we were talking and laughing? the mood of studying is long thrown away, although we were about to face another devilish and cruel paper...

3 more days, and those 1st batch NS trainees will rejoice, or maybe, reluctant to leave eh, can't wait to see you eelyz!! but i guess we would meet while taking our SPM results, gawd, why i am always thinking about it, crazy. just expect nothing from it, consequently, you won't feel the disappointment you're about to face, the looks on the teachers' face, your parents' face, your friends' face...it's just how the society judge us right? they think that not getting high distinction for your school results is like THE END for you, good bye, no future!! bullshit, some people may not excel in their school exams, may not get flying colours, but that doesn't mean they're hopeless and useless...everybody has a talent, god is just fair!!

ok, i'm think i'm going to take my results, and quickly flee from the school, i don't want to get the embarrassment, shit...but now, most important thing is my alevels, ain't it? but then, no scholarship means no medicine for me...im so depressed...

and why does icpu and sam get to get a holiday on monday, this is so unfair!! and we alevels still got to write a letter stating ...."dear sir, this is to inform you that bla bla bla from class bla bla, was absent on monday, because she went to take her spm results..." isn't it understood that MOST of the students would take their SPM results...god damn it...

SPM

my gwad, 4 days left to go to my doomsday, it's coming, secretly, cunningly ---> SPM RESULTs!! im starting to feel the SPM shadow on my back, weighing me down, okok, not that SERIOUS!! take it easy man, don't expect anything from it yet...

bla bla bla, feeling so crazy nowadays, wanna have fun, college is like an experience, besides having fun, also must study liao, don't be lazy like during form 4, 5, lee wern ching, lol.

im addicted in watching mr. fighting, my gwad, but youtube is just so slow man, im frus!!!

+ today +

should i approach? should i care? should i do it now? nah, now i don't even want to think about it, the time will come and i would find a suitable one, or at least somebody would find me...blah...blabbering too much liao.

dear shan miao, happy birthday!!


got abit bored and snapped a few pictures to jazz things and my life up...

my ghoul

guess what this is?

resting a little from theory homework

i really want to get to know you, but inside me i fear.

:: Happy Birthday ::

Dear Shan Miao, here i wanna wish you Happy Birthday 1st, i wanna be the very first person to wish you!! Happy Birthday!! Happy Sweet 18!! ~~

Happy Birthday to you ~~
祝你生日快乐 !!
Happy Birthday to you ~~
祝你生日快乐 !!
Happy Birthday to you ~~
祝你生日快乐 !!
Happy Birthday to you ~~
祝你生日快乐 !!

A friend in need is a friend indeed
Would always assist me when I’m in need
Ever ready to lend a helping hand
When I’m in broken state

She would always flash a smile
A smile that could be seen in miles
She struts her style
Never fearing peoples’ eyes

Without her, I’d be in an empty world
Long lost and gone
Drowning in my problems and misfortunes
Only her, patiently pulling me out from it

Thank you my friend
Rendering me assistance throughout this 5 years
Giving me lots and lots of laughter and smiles
And best of all, colouring my world with rainbow colours

Meeting her, is the most brilliant thing in the world
Fate brought us together
Would always cherish the moments of sadness and happiness
That we gone through together

A good listener she is
A kind-hearted soul she is
A good Samaritan she is
She is my ‘bestest’ friend

This is my best friend Shan Miao

i tried my best to make it rhyme, but well, it didn't work, brain can't function well at 12am in the morning, hahaha. gal, live your life to the fullest, and don't ever ever forget me ya. i really really love you (shucks, im not a lesbian) ahahaha...

once again, happy birthday!! ~~

清描淡写

清描淡写

长大了

慢慢感觉到悲欢离合的滋味

有欢乐的

有开心的

有悲哀的

有痛苦的

有眼泪的

小时候，却对这些一无所知

我们要劳燕分飞了

离开学校

各自追求我们的梦想

展开翅膀

在扩大的天空里翱翔

跟随我们的梦

希望有一天梦想成真

朋友们

一起加油吧！

虽然分离是很悲痛的

但是

只要相信，在一次机缘下，我们会再次遇见

希望我们不会变成陌生人

永远记得我们在一起

欢乐

疯狂

的日子

加油！