overall

my results are pretty ok, except that bloody Thinking Skills, omgwad, it just sucks like hell, damn, just how stupid can i get with Thinking Skills, pretty embarrassed by my marks. =( need to remind myself not to take for granted for Maths and Chemistry, studying last minute is just NOT the best remedy, need to put in extra effort from now on, and yeah, im proud of my Biology, remind to self, no slacking. =) i've finally reached my target for it, yay, it feels so good man, next target chem and maths. =)

"Thinking Skills sucks!!"

Targets for 2nd semester
1. continue struggling with my laziness, HAVE to shake it off
2. get my Moral projectS done
3. be a good and naughty girl
4. revise my work everyday
5. do NOT slack off from Biology
6. KEEP UP with Maths and Chemistry *headache*
7. do not ponteng class
8. impress myself, live up to my expectations
9. revise my Theory for my exam *headache again*
10. and love everybody =)

omgwad, i don't want to study at the SAM block this semester -leh, terrible.

sick

2 weeks of holiday is just so not good for me. i feel so restless everyday. i think im going to get sick, bleargh. and im damn bored staying at home, i want to do something exciting. this is terrible. =(




anyway, cheerio up, im going to get back to college next tuesday. yay!

and i finally got Kelly Clarkson's My December, double yay! the songs inside are freaking fantastic.

doomsday tomorrow, think they're finally gonna send the report card to my doorstep. gosh. i wonder how my parents would react seeing my "wonderful" results. lol. and actually i just checked it online, results are pretty bad, (or maybe i have high expectations, but how could that be?) but guess this is my balasan for studying last minute, for chemistry and maths especially. lol. and i didn't really manage to study finish everything. lol. so, im pretty satisfied with my results, at least i didn't get 60 something, phew *wipes sweat*. and there was like remarks from the lecturers, blah. lol. just don't laugh at me for my bad results, im just plain dumb. lol.

a friend of mine got "good luck for the future" from my maths lecturer, gwad, what kind of crappy remark is that, so darn funny, what does that even mean? she didn't do badly what. weird man. and wooh, i think they changed our maths lecturer for the 2nd semester. lol. please don't change my other lecturers then, cause they're good. =)

CD

i can't wait to get my hands on that CD -- Kelly Clarkson's My December, just two more days to go to end the misery of waiting. *heh* XD the tracks inside are way freaking awesome. XD

again i got tagged

Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
...cross the membrane on one occasion and be prevented from doing so at another...

Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.

ahhhh, nice

What is the last thing you watched on TV?

V For Vendetta nice show =)

Without looking, guess what time it is.
12.00 p.m.

Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
12.04 p.m.

With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
silence, im at the library, actually there are some silent murmurs

When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
today, i was getting ready to step inside the car

Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
christianity, buddhism, blogs

What are you wearing?
a white collared TL shirt and jeans and socks and shoes

Did you dream last night?
i can't remember

When did you last laugh?
a few minutes or erm, seconds ago

What are on the walls you are in?
signs stating no usage of handphones and be silent

Seen anything weird lately?
wao, i'd be lucky to see something weird

What do you think of this quiz?
stress relieving *hah* as if

What is the last film you saw?
Spiderman 3, hah, laugh all you want, i know that's ages ago

If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
can't think of anything right now, i think i would use the money for my studies though

Tell me something about you that I don't know.
im evil *bwahahaahahaha*

If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
save the environment

George Bush:
i don't give a damn about him, he's a war maker though...

Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
don't know

Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
tak tau

Would you ever consider living abroad?
yes, and i want to =)

What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
peace XD

Tag 5 people who must also do this in THEIR journal:
tag no one

Sex determination and durians

i'll talk about something random since im so bored tonight.

let's talk about sex determination system. im sure you guys would be pretty familiar, or have heard of those really traditional families where their son and his wife got to have at least one boy in the family for further reproduction or in other words, to carry the family's name. when talking about at least ONE, think about it the mathematical way, where there are like 10 choices, meaning you could have like up to 10 boys, guys, remember? probability. XD

see, the diagrams below indicate sex chromosomes in our human body.

paternal chromosomes XY

maternal chromosomes XX

that means a sperm would carry either X or Y but an ovum would always and only carries X. so, when the sperm and the ovum fuses, the following results would be XY and XX (duh). but then think again, who actually determines the sex of the baby? they would always blame it on the woman if she doesn't give birth to a boy, but actually, they're blaming the wrong person, it should be the man's fault. Consequently, it's actually the MAN that determines the baby's sex, because there are TWO Xs' in the woman, but *aha* there's a variation in the man's chromosomes, as in X and Y, so obviously, if a X (man) pairs with X (woman), it's a girl and if a Y (man) pairs with X again (woman), it's a boy. why should they put all the blame on the woman being useless, it's actually the man. XD

please tell me that this is crap. hahahaha. im not being sexist or anything okay, and i hope i did not offend anybody about this, it's just for fun. any comments, say it proudly. XD

DURIAN MINUS/WITHOUT THE STINK!?!

ohgwad, a durian wouldn't be a durian anymore without its stink/aroma/smell, what on earth are they genetically engineering the durian's genes for? come on, that's the unique part of durians, you can't erase that aroma away. hmph. and NO! it doesn't smell like "pigshit, turpentine and onions, garnished with a gym sock". -_-", if the ang mohs can't stand the smell, let them be, but they're missing a whole lot of fun. oooh, scrumptious and luscious durians. XD i like i like. XD

today as i was walking across the living hall,
"close the windows" mum said.
so i walked towards the windows, as i was about to close the 1st window,
"CLOSE THE WINDOWS, wern ching!" mum shouted.
"what -lah? im closing -lah, why you shout so loud, i was just about to close -la k, i can't like close all the windows in 1 second..."
"i thought you didn't hear me -mah, yalah, then you guys always so slow motion..." mum said.
"i was just walking across the living hall, of cuz i need time to walk to the windows and close them -mah, then you go shout..."
then my mum laughed. -_-" what -lah
i walk silently, my footsteps can't be heard, maybe that's why my mum thought i didn't hear her. XD

The Little Rascals

i dunno whether you guys watched this movie before, its called "The Little Rascals", watch this clip, it will just cheer up your day. =)
for the full movie, just search it in Youtube, trust me, its damn funny plus cute. XD it revolves around little boys and girls, and at a stage, boys and girls tend to hate each other. XD



btw, the boy is called Alfalfa and his girl, Darla. XD ENJOY ~~

Gone

People around me, faces revealed
Hearts hidden, motive unknown
I stumble upon my pathway
You, wearing a smile on your face
Angel of light
guiding me through
Desperate moments
You held my hand, you held me tight
I'm lost without you
Once again, you were there
Shining your light on me
Assisting me through every suffering moments
When you came
You painted our world together with colours
When you left
You took away everything
Leaving the ruins to me
I landed in darkness
Pain unbearable
It tore my heart apart, blood dripping, tears running down
You kissed me goodbye
In the blink of an eye
You're gone within my sight
You left with a smile

I fell into a world of loneliness
I don't want to be tough
because i need you to protect me
I don't want to be proud
because you're not here with me
Leaving me to reveal the secrets
the mystery behind your soul and eyes

Its been 6 months since
I’ve picked all the shattered pieces up
Threw it away into a pile of long-forgotten memories
Washed away into the deep blue sea forever
And glued myself together
With a layer of protection
I’ve developed as resistance

I don’t need to be fixed
I don’t need to be found because I'm not lost
I just need to be loved
You're gone
But I'll trudge my life alone with courage
With bravery
For i know
You're looking upon me

-c.h.i.n.g-
copyright

P.S. James Morrison!! i like i like!! i like his songs!! =) omgwad, why is the download so slow, i freaking bored right now. and i just found out that the world is a friggin small place. =)

H plus H

omgf ass, i just watched a video that really freaked me out, my gwad, so freaking stupid and horrible, what terrible and horrendous dancing is that, my SHUFFLE is way better than yours. thanks to my bro for "patiently" teaching it to me. hah, now i can shuffle man, it's way cool. XD

on wearing contact lenses,

"ma, i wanna wear contact lense"
"then ma wear lo"
"you always say wear lo, but you never go out buy for me wan"
"wear permanent wan better, don't buy disposable, very expensive"

hmm, i don't know, could any of you guys willingly give me some advice on contact lenses? thank you. =)

kissing without clothes

- ei, what about kissing with your clothes off? but still in your undies and undergarments? -

- wha--? oh so both of you would be either at the guy's house or your house, stripped but still with undies on, kissing, and then lose control and have sex? -

- so you wanna kena makan toufu kao kao izit? you know when 2 people kiss, they start to touch everywhere, i mean the hands touching everywhere? -

- well, just to the extent of kissing only, i have my principles, won't have sex -

- gwad, your brain won't be functioning that time, and *vrrrroooom* by the time you realised and noticed what had happened, you're already in bed with him. *wahliao* -

- with the adrenaline pumping and the hormones raging, the kissing would end with having sex -

- just kissing with your clothes on would be ok -

the bold letters indicate my reply and opinions.
*sibeh chia lat* what you guys think? would you do that with your bf? *heh*

friendship

"I'll gladly climb your walls,
if you need me halfway,
here's my hand and my heart,
it's yours to take."

omgwad...

i hope i wont regret.... says:
nah lah,,i dun really fancy those attitudes...(talking about some fren)

i hope i wont regret.... says:
u see me n u

i hope i wont regret.... says:
love like dunno wad

i hope i wont regret.... says:
hehehehe

= .c.h.i.n.g. = http://dreamangel89.blogspot.com/ says:
omgwad

= .c.h.i.n.g. = http://dreamangel89.blogspot.com/ says:
i burst into laughter

= .c.h.i.n.g. = http://dreamangel89.blogspot.com/ says:
-_-"

the above is just a conversation between me and my best girlfriend. XD *bwahahaha*
im turning nocturnal *hoooot hoooot* -_-"
im currently missing shan miao right now, shucks, i want to see you my friend, and cling to you, and never let go, why did you have to move to KL, so far, and we cannot go out...

Exams

the worst ever.
but anyway im feeling pretty relieved right now, exams are over, but the stress level is totally equivalent to SPM stress level. i have holes in my brain now, cause i've squeezed all the juices out of my grey matter. blah. now let me rant about my exam papers.

First
Mathematics
the 1st paper was actually quite ok, but dumb me, i had some problems with the geometry progression thingy, so i really really hope i could score. the 2nd paper was quite tough, especially the permutation and combination questions, totally, my brain is no use for that, blah. no matter how many exercises i did for that, it's still kinda bootless. i hope i can manage to score an A.

Second
Chemistry
gwad, the 1st paper was quite ok, finished just in time, (40 questions 1 hour) but the 2nd paper was terrible, i think i kinda screwed it up, blah, this is the price you need to pay for last minute revision.

Third
Thinking Skills
omgwad, i totally screwed this whole paper, it's not surprising if i fail this subject, come on, i don't want to be a lawyer, i don't need to analyze who's credible, plausible, believable, flaws, weaknesses, strengths, conclusions, it's just killing my brain. it really did, it harmed my brain, and i was kinda half awake that time, blah. don't kill me.

Fourth
Biology
i was damn confident for this paper, anyhow, although how confident i am, i always make some really stupid careless mistakes, blah, what is this man, i feel so angry at myself, blah. could have scored 40 per 40, but now i got 3 mistakes liao, no!! totally depressing (just joking), but aihh, could have done better. i still want to score an A for it. and the 2nd paper was abit the tough, but overall, it was quite ok. please give me an A. XD

and now, im still dreading the day when the report card comes at my doorstep, how shocked my parents would be, and the Parent-Teacher Day, blah...
damn, don't give up
seriously, i just found out the most most crazy thing ever, bwahahaahahahah XD i can't believe my eyes, but don't tell me im dreaming, good for me. XD
gwad, im feeling touched right now, it's been such a long time since i touched my friendster, and aww, i actually received some messages, thought i was long forgotten you know. XD
gwad, suddenly i just miss running around the MPSJ field with all my PBSM friends, although it was tiring, but helping people together is such a great thing to do, aihh, just miss the good old days suddenly, the marching, the...

im currently in a shocked state right now. gwad, im totally speechless

thinking of all those lamo and funny things i've done in the past, it's just so funny! it's damn weird thinking what you would be doing when you hit 20 something, hmm, can i still maintain my childishness? *heh*

i've been tagged!! dig brain dig brain, gosh, i think i went cuckoo after the exams, blah, my brain is totally blasted

LAYER 1 : ON THE OUTSIDE
Name : L W C
Birth Date : 30.05.1989
Current Status : Single
Eye Colour : Brown
Hair Colour : Black brown with highlight
Right or left : Right

LAYER 2 : ON THE INSIDE
My Heritage : i come from a Chinese family, my dad is a Hainanese, and my mum is a Hokkien
My Fears : insects - it gives me the goosebumps
My weaknesses : laziness
My Perfect Pizza : lotsa cheese and cheese

LAYER 3 : YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW
My thoughts first waking up : another great day
My bedtime : 11 pm - 1 am
My most missed memory: high school!!

LAYER 4 : MY PICK
Pepsi or coke : Coke
Single or group dates : Single
Adidas or Nike : Nike - i love it
Tea or Nestea : neither
Chocolate or Vanilla : chocolates!!
Cappuccino or Coffee : coffee

LAYER 5 : DO YOU...
Smoke : nope, and never will
Curse : at times
Take a shower : duh
Have a crush : nope, not now
Think you've been in love : maybe
Go to school : college actually, and im freaking loving college right now
Want to get married : erm, i like to be free
Believe in yourself : yes, i believe i can fly, oops, i believe i can do it
Think you're a health freak : yes, i always nag at my brother not to eat too much chicken fat and meat, you would get atherosclerosis, and don't suck the prawn's head, it's filled with chemicals

LAYER 6 : IN THE PAST
Drank alcohol : yep
Gone to the mall : duh
Been on stage : yes
Eaten sushi : yes
Dyed your hair : highlighted

LAYER 7 : HAVE YOU EVER...
Played a stripping game : nope
Changed who you were to fit in : nope

LAYER 8 : AGE YOU'RE HOPING...
To be married : erm, i don't know

LAYER 9 : IN A GUY..
Best eye colour : blue
Best hair colour : black
Short hair or long hair : short

LAYER 10 : WHAT WERE YOU DOING...
A minute ago : continuing this tag
Hour ago : in the car
1 day ago : relaxing
1 month ago : studying
Year ago : SPM

LAYER 11 : FINISH THE SENTENCES...
I love : everything!! too many to list it out - peace!!
I feel : relaxed, everything is over, not really over yet though
I hate : -----
I hide : secrets
I miss: shan miao
I need : confidence

LAYER 12 : TAG 5 PEOPLE
i don't have people to tag, and so i'll just leave it here. peace!!

three months and im still sober
picked all my weeds but kept the flowers
- Sober - Kelly Clarkson's new single -