nothing -ness

Learning Hokkien is as easy as ABC
Children is kina kia
Boy is da boh kia
Girl is zha boh kia
Bird is chiao kia
Korean car is Kia
Give birth is seh kia
Furniture is Ikia
Police is mata kia
Small house is chu kia
Handphone is Nokia
I am Hokkien kia
Malay is huan kia
Hindu is keh leng kia
Kuai lou (mat salleh) is angmoh kia
Chinese is deng lang kia
Japanese is jit pun kia
Bad guy is pai kia
Good guy is ho kia
Gangster is sam seng kia
Person who read this is gong kia
If you laugh, you are also siao kia =P

shopping mission =P

women are catogerised as a hazardous material XD

bad santa *haha*

beware, i'll shoot your arse. =P

did this post again simply because i have nothing to do. hope you guys made a good laugh out of it. XD

ish, better go read my biology liao, blah, test next tuesday. =( and our lecturer won't tell us when would she be giving another test/quiz starting from August, aiyo, die liao.

untitled

i can't think of anything interesting to post in my blog anymore, maybe because i had been doing some serious thinking about my future. it seems like the days go by faster and faster, and im still struggling with my inner self, feeling really vague and ambiguous about my future, making me numb, and feeling sad, because i might not be able to pursue what i had been aiming for all my 18 years.

i seriously admit that i had not put enough effort before this to get what i want, and im really feeling remorseful, and regret is all i feel, but looking back at the past won't do me any good, Shan Miao told me not to think about the past anymore, so i'll just wipe away the past, and absorb what is left, the lesson behind every sin.

im having some little problems that i can't really share it in here, but i'll be rest to assure that i would be ok and alright. after all, i had learned to look things at a different point of view, to look positively, and what is meant for me, would come one day, as long as i put all my effort in it, and i certainly believe that God put me in this world for a purpose, and the same goes to everybody. we all have something to contribute to this world.

my mum always tells me,

"must always have confidence, think positively, you believe you can do it, set a target, then you can do it."

yeah, i lack of confidence, but i think the seed of confidence is growing inside me, i hope that i would really manage to achieve what i desire in the future, although it's hard, but i would try my very best. all i need is motivation and encouragement from myself, and might as well, from everybody. =)

"I'm going home, Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from. No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old
So I'm going home. Well I'm going home."
- Chris Daughtry's Home -

email

i received this really funny email, well, i find it funny though, from someone i do not know, it goes like this......

Subject : Greetings from another Lee Wern

Hi,

I came across your blog after searching my name for Google. There is really not much point in this e-mail other than it's nice to see somebody who shares (almost) the same name as me. I thought Lee Wern is an uncommon name and when I tell Chinese people it sounds totally foreign to them. I dunno. I simply go by "Lee" now because it's more English sounding and sounds better to me anyway. I live in Toronto, Canada.

Lee

erm, how am i supposed to react to this? haha. but it was really nice of this person to take his/her little time to email me, just to tell me that we share almost the same name. XD

cinema

i totally forgot to mention about what happened in front of the TGV cinemas at Sunway Pyramid when a bunch of us went to watch the movie Harry Potter and the Order of The Phoenix. as me, Yee Hong, and my brother got there early to buy the tickets, around 10.00a.m., the ticket counter however was not open, but there were lotsa people standing outside already. i think this was like the first time we saw so many people waiting outside the cinema, as all the other times we went, there were mostly 4 - 5 people at the cinema buying tickets that early in the morning. i have, however, decided to illustrate the scene using MS Paint, haha, sorry for the ugly drawing eh. XD


the 1st picture: there were like quite alot of people standing outside the cinema, but as you can see, the cinema's "door" is still 3/4 closed.


the 2nd picture: later on, one of the staff came to open the "door", and then everybody, yes everybody, comprising mostly of adults, rushed through the HALFWAY opened "door", without taking care of their image and stuff, crouched under the "door" and went into the cinema counter. lol. me and yee hong was like stunned. XD anyway, my brother went in quickly too, to get a place to buy the tickets, haha, thanks bro! if not we would not get to watch the movie after all, seeing the cinema teeming with people.


the 3rd picture: within a few seconds, the outside of the cinema was somehow empty, and well, me and yee hong quickly went to the ticket counter to find my brother. luckily, there was no stampede or something, if not the scene would turn out quite barbaric. haha. should have recorded it. =P

did this post simply because i have nothing else to do. XD

btw, cheer up Shan Miao =) and Ei-Jean, i don't know whether you would have the time to visit my blog, but then, please believe in yourself, you're way better than you think, good luck. =) it's quite sad that both my "bestest" friends in the world are staying quite far away from me, one in Tar College, one in UEM, but both of them would always remain as my best friend forever. =)

NOTICE

i'll update real soon =P

*edited*
updated, look below. hope the post won't bore you. XD

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows

SPOILERS AHEAD, DON'T READ, IF YOU DON'T WANT TO KNOW!! *unless you have read*

Hitherto, the series of Harry Potter books really captivated my heart, and i finally had a great read of the last and seventh book -- Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows, where i had understood the usage of the word Hallow* as the title of the book. It was truly spellbinding, and all the secrets and mysteries from the past books flowed out nicely and fittingly, a twisted plot it was, but it was all worth it. the book was amazing and fantastic, some might find it boring, as i had thought for a spur of a moment as i read the book, there were admittedly some slow pacing and getting annoyed with the characters' frustration (mostly revolving Harry, Hermione and Ron), but after all, i couldn't spare to miss out every detail in the book, afraid that i might be lost amidst the exciting plot. the books were like a labyrinth, turning, but guiding you slowly to reveal the truth, the truth that might made others gasp, surprised, unexpected, unpredictable, predictable, or even disappointed. personally, however, i was simply amazed by the brilliant plot, well, the story was honestly good, not just good, but great.

* Hallow
- to make holy
- sacred

However, i was shocked upon Snape's death, because i did not think that he would die in such a bloody way, as Voldemort commanded Nagini the snake to penetrate its fangs into Snape's neck, and blood started gushing out copiously out his neck, i didn't expect that Voldemort would had killed Snape. sad it was, as Snape was like the bravest man in this book, risking his life, loyal and faithful to Dumbledore, as Snape's intentions was to always protect Lily, Harry's mother, eventhough he failed, but promised Dumbledore that he would also protect Harry, simply because he loved Lily.


and indeed, actually in my opinion, the books are conveying the message of
1. love
2. friendship
3. wonderful and warm relationships
4. mainly revolving on love
5. loyalty
6. faith
7. believing in oneself
8. never waver against evil
as the greatest power is love, and that Voldemort would had never ever understand, and that was why he was finally defeated.

i did not expect many people to perish too, but sacrificing, dying a hero's death, could not be avoided as it was part of what would happen in a war. and here, because i simply have nothing to do, i decided to state who died in this particular book.

1. Charity Burbage, Muggles Studies teacher at Hogwarts
2. Hedwig, Harry's owl
3. Mad-Eye Moody
4. Bathilda Bagshot
5. Ted Tonks
6. Dirk Cresswell
7. Gornuk, the goblin from Gringrotts
8. Muggles
9. Gellert Grindelwald, the dark wizard that was once Dumbledore's best friend
10. Gregorovitch, the Bulgarian wandmaker
11. Dobby, the free elf
12. Fred Weasley
13. Nymphadora Tonks
14. Remus J. Lupin
15. Colin Creevey
16. Severus Snape
17. Rufus Scrimgeour, Minister Of Magic

THE BADDIES THAT DIED
1. Voldemort
2. Bellatrix Lestrange
3. Crabbe, Draco's friend
4. Dolohov, Death Eater
5. Nagini, Voldemort's snake

not sure whether i missed out anybody who died. and i wonder why my language has gotten so serious writing about the book. lol. anyway, my interest was aroused by the Deathly Hallows, mainly The Elder Wand, that could allow the master of the wand to win every duel without failing; The Resurrection Stone, calling back the dead; The Invisibility Cloak, allowing a person to be invisible. Having all these 3 would make one invincible. well, honestly, the invisibility cloak would be quite useful, can't imagine calling back the dead, lol.

conclusion, the whole story was deathly amazing and wonderful. XD

any thoughts about the book would be gladly welcomed, free to comment. =)

fun =)

had a really great time with Shan Miao, Yee Hong, Ee Lyz, Shern Peng, Hui Yin, Alagammai and my brother at Sunway Pyramid last Saturday. we got to watch Harry Potter together, and it was fun to gather again. =) *hugs and kisses* for everyone. =) will miss ya guys.

the 5 powerpuff girls, don't mess with them =P

im coming to get ya!! don't run away!!

har? dancing ah? =P

surprised! smile =)

ee lyz and yee hong having a go at the trollies

yee hong and ee lyz

are they fighting for the trolley? =P

*bwahhahhah* i (ee lyz) won !! you lose shan miao. =P

what/who are you smiling at shan miao? hui yin stunned? =P

wah, yee hong is one lucky guy man *ahem ahem* =P

me and yee hong

my brother and yee hong

me and yee hong again =)

me and shan miao

unnoticed *kachhak*

sugar, spice and everything nice =P

wee!! =P

what are you fiddling at mai?

P.S. i suck in pictures, lol. and im not in some of the pictures cause i went back home early. lol. and im still having flu, blah. roar!! XD

attacked by flu :: Hokkien Star Wars

"im having flu. enough said."

HOKKIEN STAR WARS



"Luke, i am your father."

*fight fight, Darth Vader cuts off Luke's hand.*

"ahhhhh, wa ea chiu ahh!!" Luke screams.
"ahhhhh, my hand!!"

"Luke, dea wa ke or or hee beang." said Darth Vader.
"Luke, follow me to the dark side."

"ai, dan ku ku ah." said Luke.
"ai, you wait long long -lah."

"Luke, wa si lin lao beh." said Darth Vader.
"Luke, i am your father."

"bo ko lian, bo ko lian, wa lao beh si liao!!" screams Luke.
"impossible, impossible, my dad is dead already!!"

*notice Luke's lips, it seems like he IS really speaking Hokkien.* bwahahahah.

"lu ka ki siu kua bai, lu tu ye zai ngia si chin ye." said Darth Vader.
"think about it yourself, then you would know it is real."

"ahhhhhhhhh!!" screams Luke and falls into the hole.

bwahahaha, i love this clip man, i mean, for those who understands Hokkien, then it would be sibeh funny. enjoy. =) well, if you don't understand, i did the translation part. i hope you guys would still kinda understand it. lol. =) peace.

P.S. If you're laughing right now, or maybe just even smiling, that is my goal, to make you happy. =) cheers. XD

*tested by yee hong and tien kwan* =P

"again, just for laughs." XD spread the laugh and love. =) and ohya, good luck for the exams adeline and sara. =) i hope it went well.

i meant to put this picture up a long time ago, but i just didn't have the time to transfer it to my computer. =) RM0.10 for a variety of vegetables. XD

realising

i realise i haven't update for about almost a week? sorry guys =)

1. partially because the 1st and 2nd week after college commenced was two busy weeks for me as me and my friends had to quickly finish up our Moral Project which its due date is TOMORROW, Friday, the 13th of July.
2. and another reason because i was too tired and stuff. blah. and i was like staying back at college almost everyday where actually i intended to allocate my staying back time to study in the library, but instead i had to do that stupid Moral project. so practically, i was in college the whole day. and every morning i wake up without opening my eyes. -_-". lol. i think i kinda drained myself till im getting another sore throat again, sucks.

i feel like killing

"TGV CINEMA's WEBSITE, what sucky, crappy website is that, ##%$^%^$%%&*^&*(&*(&, bloody hell!!"

well, for my friends who would be sitting their exams soon, these pictures i dedicate specially for you guys, *maybe you've seen it before* just for laughs and stress relieve. =)












ohdear, there were changes in our places in Bio lab today, well, actually our lecturer changed everybody places, and guess what, i was allocated right in the front, the 1st table, *alamak, pening kepala* i hate to sit in front, not hate -lah, but just don't like sitting in front, where teacher can see you so clearly, blah, somemore i damn blur during practical, ish. must eliminate my blurness in the lab liao. -_-".

somehow somewhere inside

somewhere inside me, i just dread Parent Teacher day, this horrible day (according to me) just makes me and my gut nervous like hell, you might think i'm stupid having butterflies in my stomach just for this day, but this is me, this is how i feel. and yeah, this is how i felt today. i didn't feel hot, my face was not red, hell no, i felt nervous and cold.

think positively
1. i'm not a naughty student
2. i'm not a bad student
3. i did no wrongdoings in college
4. i'm not noisy in class
5. i'm not an academically poor student

so, no worries. *gulp* =) think positive, think the sunlight, shining brightly on your life. =)

and my TKS lecturer saw the comment made on my Maths, and she said, "u got --, and this comment "much more effort is needed" is not appropriate, the lecturer must have made a mistake, that's not a suitable comment..." lol XD seriously, i also think so, crappy, anyway, my previous Maths lecturer is not in Taylors liao. *hmmm*

i felt pretty embarrassed today, i almost wanted to find a hole and just hide myself inside there, and the main "culprit" who made me felt paiseh was my dad. i don't know whether if it's appropriate writing it here, cause it's pretty embarrassing. aihh. = /.
my dad is so NOT satisfied with my results, he kept complaining and grumbling that he not happy and not satisfied with my results. look, why does he have to judge me so fast based on my 1st semester exam? he acted as if i did VERY VERY badly, and it was like the end of the world for me, and he kept complaining, this type of result where can get into medicine, i thought you didn't really want me to go for medicine anyway, what the heck are you complaining for. i want to tell you dad, that i'm not stupid, i'm not dumb ok. please just don't criticise me, don't pull me down, because i will not be influenced by it. i know what to do, I KNOW, stop grumbling, I HATE IT.

i will work hard to achieve my dreams, i will, because i know it's not easy, i will and i will succeed.

i know you have HIGH EXPECTATIONS on me dad, because you know i can do even better right? i really hope you're thinking that way. aih. it is my fault that i got -- for both my chemistry and mathematics, because i didn't work abit more harder. i just don't know what to feel right now. i will try my damn very best to get all A's for the trial exam. i will. and all my lecturers told you that my results are quite good already, i have the potential to get all A's and they think i can get all A's, just that i need to work abit harder. and of course i believe in myself that i have the brains to get all A's, just that i'm lazy and i WILL get rid of it. (but actually, i don't think my results were good anyway, except biology) blah. you weren't listening, because you're just too stubborn to accept it.

enough said
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somehow, there is a connection and a linkage between everybody, just that we don't realise it. there would be someone who cares about you, and all you need to get that caring is to approach that person, because the happiness and caring are always there if you reach for it, it depends on YOU.

someone told me,
"but if you like it, then it's ok"
"because you'll do anything to achieve what you like in the future"
"you'll manage thats for sure"
"manage as in not just scrape through but you'll do well"
"serious ah -_-" ", i said
"ya"
"don't worry"
"doors will open"
i don't know whether this person is just being nice to me and all, and i don't know that person would ever come to my blog, but it really TOUCHED my heart, and i can tell, it will and has become a huge impact on me. it's that nice feeling to know that actually there's someone who cares about you, and gives you encouragement to boost your confidence. and tells you to go ahead for your dreams. =) and i definitely believe that although my dreams are still far away, but it will be there for me, as i make my way through all the challenges strongly, i can grasp my dreams in my hands. im aiming for it. =)

lastly i want to say thank you. =)

and i'm feeling so happy again after going back to college. =)

doodlez

just some cute doodlez to share with you guys and might as well brighten up your day . =)

laughs

this video is posted mainly for fun, and it is not meant to make this person embarrassed, just to make people squeeze a laugh out of it. =) spread the laugh. XD

the first laugh is actually an attempt to sound like Spongebob, but i think it kinda failed the mission. it sounded more like an old woman. =P

the second laugh is imitating Patrick, a starfish, with his dumb and hilarious laugh, and gwad, i think it was kinda amusing.

*bwahahhahahah* you would know how their laughs are REALLY like, if you've watched Spongebob Squarepants, Spongebob Squarepants. XD

but if you guys find it rather offensive, im really sorry, and you could leave a comment down there, so i would take the video down. =)

hearts

walking to reach my dreams

i can't remember when we did this Biology experiment about the heart, but it was very before the holidays. here are a few random pictures, the cow heart was very huge. we didn't exactly dissect the hearts, because we couldn't find hearts to dissect, but i guess you can get those cow or goat hearts in the market. it would be cool to dissect it, bloodiness. *bwahahahaah*. i love gross stuff. =P. and our lecturer put this tubes in the artery and the vein of the heart, and rushed water through it, to observe how does the water (blood) flows in the heart.

goat heart

cow heart

HYPOCRITES kiss my ass

- I HATE HYPOCRITES!! -

the first day of college of a fresh new semester, and i'm writing this hate stuff, you guys probably think i'm emo, but think twice, have you ever experience communicating and having to stay under the same roof for approximately 7 hours in 5 days with these people (hypocrites) ? or maybe you just haven't really notice it yet, or you just don't care. i know it's not worth it getting all angry and emo about these people, but peeps, i'm a human being, i have and need to lash out my feelings sometimes, or i'll just explode like a firework *booom* and by that time, it would have been far worst.

there are just numerous varieties of hypocrites, but normally, they would "react" under standard conditions that is "before exam, during exam, after exam".

BEFORE EXAM
"ohdear, i don't know how -lah, i not yet study for the exam"
ching's response : your ass you don't know how
"die -lah, i don't even feel like starting (to study for the exam)"
ching's response : then don't start -lah, complain what
"you study already -ah? i not yet even start -lah" where he/she would start the topic up 1st.
ching's response : hell yeah, i studied already and im so prepared for it, so shut up, you fake

DURING EXAM
"i not yet study finish"
ching's response : don't say that before your results come out arse
"i just read 2 topics -nia"
ching's response : you sure? cause i don't see you having a book now
"ohdear, the exam so hard -lah"
ching's response : my arse hard, it was easy peasy, admit -lah

AFTER EXAM
the weird thing is, after all the commotion before exam and after exam, guess what, hypocrites tend to score FLYING COLOURS, and it makes me wanna puke at their "fakeness", and then they would start to brag.
"omgod, i didn't study also can get this/that mark, what about you?"
ching's response : my ass you didn't study, byitch, if you didn't study, you would get that result?

CONCLUSION
So, f*** off hypocrites, don't come near me, or i'll just punch your asses off, punk. *roarrr*
these hypocrites would only say those words and sentences because they want to pull you down, they want to discourage you from studying, so, you would not study, and they would encounter victory, and gain advantages from it. please DO NOT believe them, please do not be naive and innocent (i know you guys aren't), don't listen to them. they're just fake people who wants to make you crash. and don't think that they're geniuses, because a pure genius without hard work, would only be a nincompoop. don't be dragged down by them. if they didn't study really hard, would they get flying colours? smart is just not enough. so, they are all just A BUNCH OF LIARS. you might not even know how they study like hell everyday, because they don't speak the truth.

"liars, liars, pants/skirts on fire" =P

those people who got the top in the world/M'sia, are those who had put in their blood and sweat, and every effort in what they're aiming for. smart people without hard work cannot produce anything big.

"HARDWORKING, DILIGENCE, are the main KEY for SUCCESS, not SMARTNESS, people."

even though you're smart, but if you do not polish up your brain and skills, you would be nothing. everybody can succeed if they work hard enough, have dreams, aims, nothing is impossible, believe in yourself, and nothing can go into your way, and don't let those HYPOCRITES influence you, for they are FAKE people that could not go far later on.

"i don't want your hand,
you'll only pull me down,
so save your breathe,
don't waste your time."

anyone who read this post and hated it, free to hate and criticise. honestly, emo-ing is not good, so, don't emo while reading my post, hahaha. =P *control control* anyone who felt offended by the rough words, sorry, i was boiling while typing this, well, maybe before writing this post i was boiling, steams above my head. =P

so, peeps, together we kambatek, and aim for our targets, don't let those hypocrites get us. =)

*edited* comments for my exam
Thinking Skills - with continued effort work will improve
Chemistry - good potential to get better grades
Maths - much more effort is needed
Biology - very good work

i was

i realised i kinda lost myself throughout the 2 weeks holidays,

i was tired
i was blur
i was weak physically, not mentally
i was sick
i was lazy
i was not myself
i was aching, my whole body was
i was emo -ing
conclusion is, holiday is so NOT a great thing for me

and now, today is the LAST day of holidays, let's celebrate!! Lee Wern Ching is back!! (well, who cares anyway, lol)

- YIPPEE -

feel the spunk
feel the world
feel the funk
feel the fun
feel the ohmm
feel the boost
feel the energy

and, SPREAD THE LOVE!!~~ =)

*hugs and kisses to everybody reading my blog* =P
*xxMuahxxx*

"Ohyes! im back, let me spin the world with my presence, feel me =P

A.L.I.V.E i am =)

Kelly Clarkson :: How I Feel

Artist: Kelly Clarkson
Song: How I Feel
Album: My December

Looks like I made a mess again
Heartbreak everywhere I step
This fire is getting hot again
But I touch the flame cause I'm a curious cat
Creeping where I don't belong
Finding out what I knew all along
Crying all alone
And it's all my fault, all my fault

Yeah, I did it again...again

Oh, I'm getting tired of believing
Even sicker of pretending
That it's not so bad, just wait it out
Oh, I think you're feeding me lies again
The only good man left wasn't him
And that's how I feel right now so just let me be
Let me be

It seems every time I find a good man
He's got a good little wife
I'm not jealous but I won't lie
I don't want to hear about your wonderful life
And babies everywhere I look
Trophy wives with their little black books
At this rate I'm gonna end up alone
It's probably all my fault, all my fault

Oh, another dead end again

Oh, I'm getting tired of believing
Even sicker of pretending
That it's not so bad, just wait it out
Oh, I think you're feeding me lies again
The only good man left wasn't him
And that's how I feel right now

Bitter pill that I've swallowed
Just how low can my heart sink
Fairy tales from so long ago
Save them for someone that's not smart enough to know

Cause I, I'm getting tired of believing
I'm through pretending
Yeah I'm broken and sad so I'll sit this one out
Oh I think you're feeding me lies again
The only good man left wasn't him
And that's how I feel right now

How I feel right now
How I feel right now
How I feel right now
Let me be
How I feel right now
How I feel right now
How I feel right now
Let me be

P.S. this song just rocks, makes you feel like jumping and dancing away, check out the lyrics too. =)