"if only" is the saddest word ever

if only i had studied more :: "nah, it's too late already..."

if only i did not lie :: "there is nothing you can do about the fact that you did lie..."

if only i said that and not this :: "sigh, you can't change the things that you said..."

if only i didn't say those cruel and hurting words :: "start now by giving kind words and doing kind and compassionate things instead of reminiscing about the bad past..."

if only

sigh

if only