lost

i found this really cool website http://www.songza.com . it's a music search engine and you can play the song instantly in the website. and then there's http://www.picsearch.com where i think this would be better than Google for image searching.

i have lost my mood recently during the 2 days of college. deep in my heart i know the reason why, but i am still just in denial. i need to have the vibes to study again, or more correctly, i need that someone to initiate the good vibes in me. the more i think about it, the more likely it won't happen. why?

why sometimes i feel down. why i feel like a loser. why am i always not satisfied with my life. why do i feel guilty. why some people don't understand and are too stingy to give compliments but are so willing to criticise.

i must get to my room already...

i haven't picked all my weeds...