I need some kind of booster energy to get through this pretty fucked up period.

I feel so screwed.

so fucked up.

everything is crumbling around me, and i am still trying to mend the pieces.

why can't my life just go back to normal?

why can't i just forget everything that has happened?

I just want to be appreciated by you.

I have an impulse to cut my hair short.

and leave all the burden behind.