Ei-Jean

Ei-Jean. My best best friend in the whole wide world is leaving for UK tonight at 12 a.m.

Therefore, this blog post is dedicated to her.

and

to our friendship for 11 years and still going strong.

We became friends when i was transferred from 3J to 4G in Lick Hung. We became fast and later best friends.

But being children, we used to argue and fight alot, once i remembered i even made her cry (HAHA! so bad of me).

but

Nothing could ever make our friendship stumble and tumble.

and when she got a handphone during our secondary school days (she was in Seafield and me in SS17).

we would message each other almost every day,

in which she always messages me first. LOL!

and we would gossip

talk about our problems, our complains

about guys

stuff that's going on

everything under the sky -lah

and now she's off to UK realizing her dreams and all!

I would really really really miss her damn alot!

now who am i going to message now?

and tell all my problems?

even though there's still emails and Facebook and MSN or Skype,

still the feeling is different.

as i write this, i just want to cry.

T.T

i don't know whether will you read this

but here i wish you all the best with my heart

and take very good care of yourself there

i want to see you unchanged when you're back here in Malaysia (as in your personality)

but just bring back a boyfriend!

and get more hotter!

and prettier!

i love you very very much!

=D

goodbye my dear friend!

I need some kind of booster energy to get through this pretty fucked up period.

I feel so screwed.

so fucked up.

everything is crumbling around me, and i am still trying to mend the pieces.

why can't my life just go back to normal?

why can't i just forget everything that has happened?

I just want to be appreciated by you.

I have an impulse to cut my hair short.

and leave all the burden behind.

I took the LRT at peak period today.

So, we were all packed like sardines in a can.

There was this cute little British boy with his parents and his aunt. they came in at the stop of Pasar Seni. The little boy's height is around my waist. Such cute British accent. I love it.

He complained he was hungry and wanted food, but his parents told him that the LRT does not permit food. Then he wanted to climb on his father's shoulders and complained it was too squashy and there were too many people around him. He kept moving around. But of course he couldn't sit on his father's shoulders. =.=" He asked which stop would they be going off, and because it was the last stop, he kept asking, "the next one? the next one? the next one?..." and it continued for a few more times, and his father had to keep saying no. LOL!

at the stop of KL Sentral, the little boy spotted a seat, and he shouted, "there's a seat!", and he squeezed through the people and he sat down.

Along the way, he kept talking and talking and talking. and he even talked to a Malay girl that was sitting right next to him.

So adorable plus the blond hair! Such a cutie.

This is such a random post.

But,

Amy Adams and Lee Young Ae,

They have something in common,


Both of them are blessed with a forever youthful, angelic face.

they possess awesome acting skills.

and i love them both.

>.<

I finally found out who the culprit was!

It was my so called "good friend"!

Hah!

and my group's OO's, our batchmates are quite mad with him.

H1N1 scare

H1N1 is such a troublemaker.

Yesterday before lecture, the orientation committee came solemnly and announced that there has been a member who has been diagnosed with H1N1 positive in one of the orientation groups. *Orientation for the new juniors M209*

Guess which group?

My group. Group 5. or Talk To The Hand. (i'll get on this later)

Unfortunately for me, i went with Group 5 for the outdoor treasure hunt on Saturday, and the H1N1 positive was present on that day as well.

2 of my friends went down with fever. *excluding the junior*

I remembered! I think we all shared the same bottle of water that day.

GREAT! I was thinking.

There was a little problem though. Nobody in my group informed the situation to me and my friend (who got sick). Because mainly the other OO's in my group didn't have my number, we don't really know each other. But a guy who i thought was quite a good friend didn't even bother to message me at all.

I contacted the group leader, and he came down with fever. Cannot blame him.

So, i messaged that so called "good friend".

And guess what, he was already in a hospital. Saving his own ass.

The reason he forgot to inform me?

"Everything's a mess." "I forgot... bla bla bla." Lame excuses.

I was really disappointed.

We are medical students aren't we? Soon to be doctors? The first step to do, contact tracing right? Contact everybody who has been involved! To him i'm like unimportant, forgettable even, and i was very pissed. I mean i don't want to be a risk to anybody right, especially my family, people have died from it. And there i was, sitting in the lecture hall, filled with 200 over students, and i had been exposed to the H1N1. Who knows, i might have been a super-spreader, and everyone could have contracted H1N1 from me.

How can they be that irresponsible and maybe on the verge of being that mean?

Am i not a friend?

It seems to me like i am some stupid stranger.

Damn him.

Anyway, after that stupid moodless day.

I found out today that it was just some bloody rumour.

Now, i am going to find out who is that stupid jerk,

and kill him.

Still, stuff like that could have easily happened to anyone of us.

Wait till i find out who is that stupid jerk...