why examinations are sometimes too sucky for us who were born in 1989 and some in 1990. PMR and SPM also the same thing, suddenly the format kinda different from the past year papers -wan. yes, i am still ranting about the damn *bunch of obscene words that would probably scare readers off* Chemistry A Level papers. fark okay. i really beh tahan.

how can i screw up? when the environmental conditions are so nice in the mph hall. *thinking of something that can't be said* =P maybe it seems like the north pole there, but it was okay. and then it gets HOT when we start to do our paper --> wiping our sweat off *wipe wipe* --> looking at the big clock *tick tock tick tock* --> staring back at our full-of-difficult-and-stupid-questions paper --> wipes sweat again --> and then TIMES UP!!!! ughh! i feel so miserable. and it's all Chemistry's fault. my mind keeps spinning and spinning about the damn Chemistry. ughh. that's why i am never going to study Pharmacy, i would probably die in the course. it's not like i won't die in medicine *if i get in* but at least i am freaking interested in Biology. XD

i don't want to care already. all i want to do is get into IMU. i must! ughh. i am so nervous shit about the interview. pray for me ok? on June 6th. ughhhhhh.

.the card fills the colours of my bland Chemistry notes. thank you Shan Miao! =)
i got older today. haha.

say what? say "digi man!" =P

im definitely getting a B for my Chemistry. ughh. it was so horrible. im gamed this time.

uggh. Chemistry is the meanest subject ever. or i should say that Cambridge International Examinations has the cruelest people. i really think that my year always have the hardest exams ever, PMR -lah, SPM -lah, and now this. do you know that the past year papers for Chemistry is so much easier compared to the one i took at 9.00 a.m. 28/05/08. see, life is so unfair. 4 freaking organic chemistry questions!!! too many questions!!! too little time! =( ugghhh. im really afraid it would pull down my A to a B or even a C. blah. =( it killed me.

Mechanics paper was so much much better than Chemistry! i managed to do all the questions! yay! not the traditional always-can't-do-one-freaking-hard-question. HAHA! it was easier compared to the past year questions, or maybe im immuned to it already. haha. now i hope that the Pure Maths paper won't be so hard.

the date of my interview is getting nearer. ughh. having the chills now. =(

nonsensical

steps to shake away the evil stress

1. start a fight with it
me: "punch punch, see my fist!"
stress: "hoooiyahhhh, super uber kick!"
me: "man...ko-ed..." *faints*

2. go and jump rope with a bunch of mantaus. *hei hei hei*


3. take a nice hot bath

4. cry in your bedroom till it floods

5. make this face and scare your younger siblings. *ooooooooo* =P


6. take a walk =P


7. make a really cute and manja face to whoever you feel like making


8. sing out really loud when you're playing the piano or when you're listening to your favourite songs



9. drool at hot guys *ahem ahem! for girls only*

Patrick Dempsey

Milo Ventimiglia

Jonas Brothers :: Kevin, Joe, Nick

10. become a terrorist or an angry barbarian

*shoot shoot shoot* the evil stress

grab your head and scream!!! =P

11. last but not least! make a REALLY REALLY nice big wide smile and

HAVE A NICE DAY!!!

relax -lah =P

Final says:
Ohh

Final says:
So how is it ? (exam)

Final says:
Piece of cake ?

= c.h.i.n.g = http://dreamangel89.blogspot.com says:
of cuz not

Final says:
Sure or not ?

= c.h.i.n.g = http://dreamangel89.blogspot.com says:
i hope i did ok

= c.h.i.n.g = http://dreamangel89.blogspot.com says:
yes la

Final says:
Not like you woh

= c.h.i.n.g = http://dreamangel89.blogspot.com says:
dun make me sad

= c.h.i.n.g = http://dreamangel89.blogspot.com says:
not like me?

= c.h.i.n.g = http://dreamangel89.blogspot.com says:
-_-"

Final says:
Haha

= c.h.i.n.g = http://dreamangel89.blogspot.com says:
since when i say exam piece of cake woh

= c.h.i.n.g = http://dreamangel89.blogspot.com says:
ahhaa

Final says:
The CHING i know sure Dim one

= c.h.i.n.g = http://dreamangel89.blogspot.com says:
d CHING 2day not here lah....ahahhah XD

Final says:
Haha

= c.h.i.n.g = http://dreamangel89.blogspot.com says:
.....

Final says:
Haha

Final says:
Ching Ching

= c.h.i.n.g = http://dreamangel89.blogspot.com says:
n thx 4 asking how was my exam

= c.h.i.n.g = http://dreamangel89.blogspot.com says:
ahaha

Final says:
What you doing now ?

= c.h.i.n.g = http://dreamangel89.blogspot.com says:
stoning

Final says:
Stoning ?

Final says:
So good !!!

Final says:
Hahaha

= c.h.i.n.g = http://dreamangel89.blogspot.com says:
XD

i not 'dim' -lah. my heart damn pain right now. ugggh. i just lost 4 damn freaking marks in my Biology paper 4. it hurts so bad. i still hope i did okay. the things i hate the most are graphs graphs and more graphs. it makes my eyes go blurry. why on earth our paper is so hard compared to the others we've done. sigh. life is so unfair sometimes. i feel so useless. when i have confidence, then something stupid will just happen. how can this not affect my confidence. blah blah.

i have no semangat liao. still have to study for my chemistry. ughh.

goodbye peeps! all the best for exams!!! =)

to cheer things up, these were awesome. btw, congratulations to David Cook, the new American Idol. hahahaha. XD

Jonas Brothers - SOS


One Republic with David Archuleta - Apologize

oh man i feel so clammy and stuff

damn

i kinda regret myself for being so...

damn

i am very scared and nervous

what if

what if

shit

life is hard

but i don't want to regret for the rest of my life

i need to try and believe

i can do it

the ever burning candles

ugghhhh!!! i wanted Syesha to stay, man, i am sad, but it was sooo predictable, 3 of them are awesome singers. why can't Ryan Seacrest announce, "nobody would be eliminated tonight!" blah. i hope David Cook wins, he has the look, the talent, and the voice of a star!

tonight, i dedicate this post to all the teachers who had educated me, crossed and touched my life. i wouldn't mention all the teachers but to just pick a few that i will always remember and cherish.

most of my memories during my primary school years has kinda vanished. but i know there were 3 teachers who i did not despise! they were my Primary 2, 3 and 4 form teachers. i think they were the rare teachers in Lick Hung who spared the rod, they don't punish students without a very good reason. yes, believe me, Lick Hung's teachers were ferocious during my days, man, thay carry a 'rotan' everywhere, wrapped around with thick cellophane tapes or several layers of rubber bands. 3 of them were really nice teachers. Primary 2 was also actually the happiest year of my six years in school. i remember that my p2 teacher got sick and had to go away for a period of time, our class was so sad upon hearing that. haha. about 1 or 2 years later, she came back, so i guess she has recovered. hope they are still doing good.

primary 2 class picture
haha! i bet you can't spot me! no! =P

then i embarked into secondary school. honestly, most of my teachers in my Alma Mater are really really nice people, helpful and all. would be proud to say that my school has the best teachers. HAHA! but of course, there were a few teachers i abhored, especially the teacher that had a prejudiced against Red Crescent Society, where i was actively involved in it throughout my school years.

the next teacher would be my Mandarin teacher for 5 years, Pn. Aik. Shan Miao saw here the other day and i dared her to say hi but instead it went the other way around. HAHA! she even commented that Shan Miao had gained weight. don't worry, you would look good on sports day! =P *can't wait to see PBSM* this teacher, really, i have to say, she really 'sayang' me as she really cared about me. i can say that she's a really competent Mandarin teacher, knows her stuff, very nice but maybe sometimes abit the 'pilih kasih' -lah. haha! still remember she had all praises for me when she met my mother, and kept saying that how lucky my mum was to have a daughter like me. YA RIGHT! *she doesn't really know the truth* nervetheless, despite how much i hated Mandarin, i still got an A2 for it, thanks to my very dedicated Mandarin teacher. =) *damn, i think i lost the picture i took with her, hmmm...*

moving on would be Pn. Lalitha, my form teacher for 3 consecutive years up till Form 5. she retired during May 2006, and yeah, our class was really sad that she had to leave us as she is a very good Chemistry teacher, although sometimes she gets blur blur abit, but that makes her interesting right. HAHA! and i really loved Chemistry during those days. i still remember vividly that she was demonstrating some experiment by putting a lighted stick into a tes-tube, she missed the test-tube instead, and the stick went right outside the tube, yeah, we totally laughed! one more thing, she would always lecture us before the class starts, only because we were so talkative! and the lecture could last about 10 minutes! she would say, "you see -ah, people..." and there goes the lecture. of course it's for our own good i know! HAHA! man, i kinda miss those days...

5 Science 1's beloved Chemistry teacher and mentor

from left to right :: Pn. Lalitha, Chai Yee, Hui Yin, me, Yuet Kwan, Shan Miao

and then there were Pn. Lee (Add Maths), Pn. Beh (Maths), Pn. Chong (Physics), Pn. Siti Norizan (BM), Pn. Sarojini (Moral), they were all really nice and good teachers! HAHA!

last but not least, my favourite Biology lecturer, Ms. Durga in college. she really made a difference in my life and gave me the motivational spirit for me to actually excel in at least 1 subject. she just made me like Biology so much and made me to believe in myself much more. a really friendly and nice teacher, but no, don't expect to climb onto her head or even step on her tail, for the consequences can be very dangerous. HAHA! she can be really scary when she is flaming mad. LOL! she's the type of young teacher who knows when to be strict and when to joke and play around. =) furthermore, she's definately a helpful teacher whenever we approach her with questions. and she's really caring and stuff. i've realised though she would always ask me, "can -ah?", "sure?" after she explained the questions i've asked. friends said she treats me exceptionally good. haha. i don't really know about that. what i know is that i will always remember her words, her guidance and actions. thank you teacher.


i still remember one day she didn't realise that i was in class, nowander she didn't call me whereas she called everybody else, and when she came in front abit to discuss papers...
"ohmygwad! WC, i didn't know you were in class, did you just came in or were you here all the while?"
"just now i was finding for you, can't see you, i thought you were at home studying..."
i really that invisible -meh. HAHA! the way she said OMG i thought what had happened. =.="

"A teacher affects eternity, she/he can never tell where her/his influence stops." - Henry Adams

Happy Teacher's Day!
'n'
Thank You!

firstly let us have a moment of silence for all those innocent lives that were lost due to the awful castratrophes that had tragically happened in Yangon, Myanmar and Sichuan Province, China.

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why does bad things always happen to those not so well-to-do countries
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and why is Myanmar declining any aids from other countries

haiz

kudos to China's government who was really quick at taking action for aid relief

pray that everything will be over soon
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thanks for the memories

another page in my storybook of life has ended. well, not really yet -lah, just minus the final exams and surrendering the student id part which would happen at the end of June. =P today is actually the last day of having normal classes in Taylor's. man, do i feel heavy in my heart or something.

hahahaahha!!

honestly, i would really miss everything, just everything. enough said. the title of this post has represented everything. no lecturers of mine would be reading this, but still, erm, thank you for all their effort in teaching our class 0701PM11. and to a certain lecturer, thank you so much for your guidance and all. really appreciate everything. every words and stuff you did i will always remember =) hahahahaha. it's really funny our class is just too quiet sometimes. haha. but all the same, it was still a fun 1 and a half years. and take care everybody! =)

Jasmine and Wei Yee

from left to right :: Hazwan, Jasmine, Hui Lu, Wei Yee, me, Yee Ping, Choon Shean, Jun Sam, Zhi Hong, Grace, Sivasini, Wan Ping, Mei Yen, Lydia, Ee Ven, Lip Hong, Leying, and lastly, our mentor and Chemistry lecturer, Ms Careen.

from left to right :: Yee Ping, Biology lecturer :: Ms. Durga, Lydia, Leying, Grace, Jasmine, Ee Ven, Wei Yee, Hui Lu, me

Leying, Lydia, Jasmine, me, Wei Yee

me and Jasmine

me and Yee Ping

Leying and me

me and Wei Yee

Yee Ping and Lip Hong *ahem ahem*

*eh sesat halfway*
this is my freaking cute nephew! haha, he was so curious of my handphone emitting sounds

Biology lecturer, Ms Durga and me

an error occured. HAHA! =P man, i love this picture. hehe.


Yee Ping, Hui Lu, Jasmine

laugh -lah laugh -lah

3 people with crazy facial expression

man, i don't know how to describe this.
one word - LMAO!

still missing 1 or 2 pictures actually, but it doesn't matter. haha. last but not least, GOOD LUCK FOR THE A2 FINALS!! *man, im getting nervous* hehe. im sure gonna miss everything. =)

bye peeps!!

ahhh, and not to forget this...

my good old 5 Science 1~~

DNA

we did DNA extraction in the Biology lab today. and it would be the very last lab class i would have in Taylor's. man, i should have stole something from the lab. hahaha. anyway, i stole some pictures -lah. seeeee below, i stole the chair and the cupboard and my friend's watch. HAHA!

i didn't know why i had to take the pictures secretly anyway, squatted down and "whoosh" took out my handphone camera, and "click", "kachakk", and there were the pictures. and my friends behind my table was laughing and told me, "don't need to take the pictures secretly -lah, expose your actions -lah!" hahahahaha. and we laughed...

see that upper clear ethanol layer with a clump or white stringy stuff, thats the DNA

my friend ~~wee~~

after i took those 3 pictures, suddenly...

my Biology lecturer said, "Where is W*** ***ng ahh?" "disappear already ah?"

me thinking "oh man" and quickly stood up and "swoosh" put my handphone in the back pocket and responded, "nothing..." and hehehehehehe

heat

"limau ais satu..."

the waiter said "tak ada..."

"ice lemon tea -lah..."

he smiled at me "tak ada -lah..."

damn where did all the limau and lemons go, just when i needed to rejuvenate from the scorching heat. the bloody hot weather has several effects on the subject ---> me

1. it induces me to be grumpy, moody and very hot in the inside (do not get me wrong)

2. my pimples still haven't gone since my last trial exam, and it will remain there till my next exam is over. blah!

3. applying for universities is such a damn hassle. i've asked for my forecast from last Monday, and they still haven't gao tim yet, i better get it tomorrow since the admin said that. hmph! imagine the load of interviews i have to go for if i get picked. argh i hate it!

4. life is never easy

5. stupid heatwave

6. this week would be my last week having a normal class in Taylor's. man, i feel a slight sadness. and i am still wondering whether i should do the stuff that my brain wants me to do.

7. yes! i still know that somebody out there likes me!

speaking of admins at the front desk. i kinda hate to go to the office. believe me, the one particular admin for my programme office is NOT friendly at all. she's kinda arrogant when she speaks. arghh. the tone of her voice. NOT nice at all.

and i still remember...
that time alagammai went to her programme office, the person there just said, "what do you want now?" man, i feel like slapping her in the face. mai didn't do anything. cis.

bye bye Brooke

i feel so dead at the moment! blah!

finally! Brooke White was voted off American Idol yesterday. i don't mean to be nasty, but really, Carly Smithson should stay on and Brooke should go out last week. her performance for a couple of weeks was not that superb as compared to the 1st few weeks when the 3 judges said she was very good. and when she stopped and started the song again last week, i was like in horror!! and she looked so scared of course she couldn't sing properly. furthermore, her vocals are not as good as Carly or Syesha, it doesn't have the oopmh factor. but one thing, she is really a honest and sweet woman and all, she couldn't stop crying yesterday after being eliminated, but she should be happy that she has gotten this far, man...

Jason Caestro is another problem, he doesn't have this strong voice and he sings like he is getting ready to bed, he doesn't makes any impact on what he has sang and why is America still voting him, pity Syesha always getting the bottom 3 or 2. i guess maybe it's his charming looks or something...

and why is Syesha Mercado always in the bottom 2, man, she is really good, and im starting to like her more. at least get her into the top 3 -lah, she deserves it. but knowing America, aihhzz, it's hard to say. now they don't vote according to the week's performances, instead it's some kind of popularity show, who's good looking, even Simon's praises doesn't really work well.

now i hope that David Cook would actually be the next American Idol, he's like Daughtry or something. talented guy he is.