crapz

i've been wondering lately, everybody is well, interconnected to each other, we have a role to play in one's life, our lives, and other people's lives, no matter big - tiny - small - humongous.

"it's just the heart that matters."

1. your heart to sincerely help your parents.
2. your heart to reach out to your friends who are in need.
3. your heart to just smile and say "hello" to friends you meet everyday.
4. your heart to take the first step to know a stranger in school/college or wherever.
5. your heart to help a total stranger that might just seem lost on the streets.
6. your heart to help out elderly people on the roads.
7. your heart to know a friend even more deeply than you have ever known him/her.
8. your heart to care about everybody.
and of course your heart to LOVE everybody.

sigh. i'm feeling way bored that i'm writing total crap here. sorry guys.

i'm so sleep deprived nowadays, i can't seem to open my eyes at 6.30 a.m. in the morning to get ready to go to college. but somehow, i feel motivated, as if pushed by an invisible force that gets me all energised that i'm looking forward to college everyday, weird huh.

"hmm, just wanna ask, do u find any difference in me when i'm in msn and in class??" i asked.

"haha"

"so very much.."

"serious huh" i said.

"like how??" i asked.

"ur much more outspoken here..."

yeah, thats me.

as Irene described my blog in her blog - wern ching - and you think you know her.

the more you get to know me, the more you would know how much i can talk and blab and talk and blab. well, mostly crap stuff basically. and you cannot imagine the crazy stuff i would do to get the things i dream of and desire, or maybe just doing crazy stuff for fun. but all i know is, i reach my heart out towards everything i do, be honest and straightforward, and do it the fun way, the feedback can sometimes be quite rewarding.

"people are just too FAKE nowadays, that sometimes you don't feel the fun chatting with these type of people."

enough of crap. continue later. =P