My trials are starting tomorrow. sorry for not updating before and sorry again for i will not be updating for the next 2 weeks. heehee.

wish me luck! XD

im bored of studying

im not that kind of hardworking or diligent or conscientious person who can focus and concentrate and study the whole freaking day.

im feeling pretty emo nowadays. my mood might have been disrupted and influenced by somebody.

enough said. bye bye.

my family lost someone today - 21.08.2007

this particular post is specially dedicated to my uncle who passed away this morning peacefully.

let me or we have a minute of silence

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but i am sure that you are very happy with the Lord/God right now in Heaven, although we here, at earth, would miss you dearly, dear uncle.

i can't string my words together to describe you

but

in my memory

you are a great uncle

and i'm sorry i could not pay my last respect to you

but you would always remain a perfect image in my memory forever

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goodbye my uncle

=(

exam

"so, how was your exam?" mum asked.

"erm, i think can -kua, don't know -lah..." i said.

"what dunno? means can do or cannot do?" mum said.

"erm, erm, erm, can -lah i think, aiyah." i replied.

"so, wanna continue diploma anot?" mum asked.

"har? don't kacau me..." i replied.

"why? continue diploma -lah, next time can teach." mum said.

*puts up the no-no hand*

"why not? can earn side income..." mum replied.

*at the split of the moment i thought - wah, side income!! $$*

"no no no..." i insisted while thinking i cannot teach children *pening* XD

continuing diploma would be a crazy thing to do, im not saying those who did or doing diploma crazy, but imagine having to memorize about 10 pages for every song, which means approximately 30 pages and plus all the squeezed little notes, OMG, i can't do it. sigh. it's very time and energy consuming. sigh. im feeling cold now. -_-"

now, i have to study for my Trial exams. sigh. exam exam exam. *pening*

"pray that a miracle would happen or God just loves him too much, granting him a place in Heaven, no more sufferings and pain."

crapz

i've been wondering lately, everybody is well, interconnected to each other, we have a role to play in one's life, our lives, and other people's lives, no matter big - tiny - small - humongous.

"it's just the heart that matters."

1. your heart to sincerely help your parents.
2. your heart to reach out to your friends who are in need.
3. your heart to just smile and say "hello" to friends you meet everyday.
4. your heart to take the first step to know a stranger in school/college or wherever.
5. your heart to help a total stranger that might just seem lost on the streets.
6. your heart to help out elderly people on the roads.
7. your heart to know a friend even more deeply than you have ever known him/her.
8. your heart to care about everybody.
and of course your heart to LOVE everybody.

sigh. i'm feeling way bored that i'm writing total crap here. sorry guys.

i'm so sleep deprived nowadays, i can't seem to open my eyes at 6.30 a.m. in the morning to get ready to go to college. but somehow, i feel motivated, as if pushed by an invisible force that gets me all energised that i'm looking forward to college everyday, weird huh.

"hmm, just wanna ask, do u find any difference in me when i'm in msn and in class??" i asked.

"haha"

"so very much.."

"serious huh" i said.

"like how??" i asked.

"ur much more outspoken here..."

yeah, thats me.

as Irene described my blog in her blog - wern ching - and you think you know her.

the more you get to know me, the more you would know how much i can talk and blab and talk and blab. well, mostly crap stuff basically. and you cannot imagine the crazy stuff i would do to get the things i dream of and desire, or maybe just doing crazy stuff for fun. but all i know is, i reach my heart out towards everything i do, be honest and straightforward, and do it the fun way, the feedback can sometimes be quite rewarding.

"people are just too FAKE nowadays, that sometimes you don't feel the fun chatting with these type of people."

enough of crap. continue later. =P

randomness

At Web's End

Where does the Internet end? At lots of sites, actually. The whole idea of a "final page" of the Internet has caught many people's imagination, and several sites have been erected claiming to represent "the End of The Internet". One of the funniest is the zany display at http://www.romlist.com/end, where you'll see a message announcing that you have "now seen everything there is to see in the future world" and are encouraged to venture out and "feel the awesome feeling of not being connected"...

Source taken from The Star InTech, Tuesday, 7 August 2007.

Interested? just CLICK http://www.romlist.com/end, it might give you a chuckle. haha. =P

i don't see any sharp edges @_@

my life has been getting pretty hyped up and hectic everyday. so many to be done, but so little time. sigh.

"time and tide 'really' waits for no man"

i am seriously sleep deprived. the reason why i feel so tired everyday, once my head touches my pillow, whoala, im in dreamland, no more tossing and turning. maybe it's quite a good thing though. what to do, i neeeeeeeed to grab more TIME. all i need is TIME. Theory exam in 1 week time. Trials in 3 weeks time. enough said. all i need to do is study hard, strive through, and then the results would be really satisfying. i hope i can make it. i must make it. I MUST!! *roar* and this time, i must really learn my lesson from my past experiences, no more studying last minute, and strive for the best. to realise our dreams, it ain't that easy after all. sigh. all i need is determination and erase away all the laziness. i believe i can do it. all would be well in the end. therefore, i'd probably won't be really updating my blog, maybe until 7th September? haha. but i'd probably can't stand the temptation of coming online checking updates about you guys and everybody. lol.

im just plain bored right now, any exciting stuff? Alvin got national service -kah?

peace out =)

no update

"im feeling way bored right now. but i won't have an update."

nothing much has happened to me this August. all i do everyday is listen to Maroon 5's It Won't Be Soon Before Long and Kelly Clarkson's My December while drilling my head with Chemistry. i've become so damn freaking busy this 2nd semester, i find it way more MORE hectic than the 1st semester, gwad. assignments, projects, past-year papers, homework, study, tests, quizzes, everything comes in the 2nd semester package. while revising topics for my AS examination i still need to study for my A2 syllabus. sigh.

having my Chemistry practical exam on 23rd August, man, i hope i can survive my practical exam, starting AS trials on 29th August and it ends at 7th September. must start filling, digesting, feeding my brain already. anyway, study hard and play hard. =)

Maroon 5 :: Wake Up Call

Artist: Maroon 5
Song: Wake Up Call
Album: It Won't Be Soon Before Long

I didn't hear what you were saying.
I live on raw emotion baby
I answer questions never maybe
And I'm not kind if you betray me.
So who the hell are you to say we
Never would have made it babe.

If you needed love
Well then ask for love
Could have given love
Now I’m taking love
And it’s not my fault
Cause you both deserve
What is coming now
So don’t say a word

Wake up call
Caught you in the morning with another one in my bed
Don't you care about me anymore?
Don’t you care about me? I don't think so.
Six foot tall
Came without a warning so I had to shoot him dead
He won't come around here anymore
Come around here? I don't think so.

Would have bled to make you happy
You didn't need to treat me that way
And now you beat me at my own game
And now I find you sleeping soundly
And your lovers screaming loudly
Hear a sound and hit the ground

If you needed love
Well then ask for love
Could have given love
Now I’m taking love
And it’s not my fault
Cause you both deserve
What’s coming now
So don’t say a word

Wake up call
Caught you in the morning with another one in my bed
Don't you care about me anymore?
Don’t you care about me? I don't think so.
Six foot tall
Came without a warning so I had to shoot him dead
He won't come around here anymore
Come around here?
I don’t feel so bad, I don’t feel so bad, I don’t feel so bad

I'm so sorry darling
Did I do the wrong thing?
Oh, what was I thinking?
Is his heart still beating?

Woah oh ohh

Wake up call
Caught you in the morning with another one in my bed
Don't you care about me anymore?
Don’t you care about me? I don't think so.
Six foot tall
Came without a warning so I had to shoot him dead
He won't come around here anymore
Come around here anymore? I don’t feel so bad

Wake up call
Caught you in the morning with another one in my bed
Don’t you care about me anymore?
Don’t you care about me? I don’t think so.
Six foot tall
Came without a warning so I had to shoot him dead
He won’t come around here anymore
No, he won’t come around here. I don’t feel so bad

I don’t feel so bad (Wake up call)
I don’t feel so bad (Caught you in the morning with another one in my bed)
I don’t feel so bad (Don’t you care about me anymore?)
Care about me? I don’t feel so bad.
Wake up call
Caught you in the morning with another one in my bed
Don't you care about me anymore?

jumping away with the rhythm

can't seem to think of anything to amuse people visiting my blog nowadays, creative -ness seems creeping away from me OR maybe i don't have the tinge of creativeness anymore. shucks. been feeling a little bit lost lately, actually i've been pondering about my future, it seems such a tough job having to decide on your future at the age of 18. lol. reaching adulthood has ALOT of price to pay, weighing all sorts of responsibilities on your shoulders, it's starting to push me down, making me "slouch". haha. XD.

"But NO! i would not be deterred, i would not be defeated, even though the road laid in front of me is tough, i'm confident that i could strive through, the same goes to everybody too, all we need is to put lotsa effort, and then success would come our way." *hah* sweet smelling success *dreaming*

anyway, my class sold waffles and root beer floats during the charity carnival yesterday, it was pretty fun handling the root beer floats, and business was really good for both, despite our nonstrategic booth that was placed right in front of the cafeteria. lol. i think we got approximately RM300 something for the sales of root beer, that means we sold about 100 something cups of root beer. haha. and the same goes for the waffles too, but we haven't minus the commission we're supposed to give the person who came to make the waffles. it was all for CHARITY, yay! =) *cheers*

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We collected a total of about RM300 something. =)

let me recommend TWO albums that im pretty hooked up with. XD

Maroon 5 -- It Won't Be Soon Before Long


have to admit that this album is really really good, i thought it would be a normal pop album, but WAO! it really amazed me. the tracks inside are very pop with an essence of rock, compiled with some soothing soft nice songs, along with very "dancy" tracks, that makes you feel hyped up, making you feel like dancing and jumping along to the tunes. It is terribly luring me to get the original album. seems like i have to burn a hole again in my wallet. XD
Recommended tracks would be of course the hit single Makes Me Wonder, Little Of Your Time, Wake Up Call, Won't Go Home Without You, Goodnight Goodnight, Back At Your Door, in fact all of the tracks are really worth listening. and btw Adam Levine and his voice is way way hot plus sexy, darn unique voice. *bwahahaah* XD

Kelly Clarkson -- My December


I have to say that this album really rocks, but Kelly Clarkson needs to put more rock inside, to ngam ngam have that really strong rock pop album. but what can i say, this is solely HER album, where she wrote/co-wrote all of the songs inside, so, its practically intimate and personal, which makes this album rock, and Kelly really likes to get intimate with her fans, and we fans, ok, her fans would seriously enjoy this album, although some might prefer her sophomore album Breakaway. this album is way darker, and way sadder, but hey, it's a fresh new thing ain't it. although some songs may not be that radio-friendly, but the songs inside are pretty fantastic. Recommended tracks would be of course Never Again, good song for your cheating or whatever boyfriend, Haunted, Judas, Sober, Be Still, Maybe, Can I Have A Kiss and of course the "poppy" How I Feel. Sober, Be Still, Maybe would be those really soothing songs with really really good lyrics. amazing. lol. and her vocals are still as powerful as ever, might be even more powerful than in Breakaway.

opinions are based on my personal thinking, comments are allowed, no matter good or bad. haha. XD

thank you. =)