My new laptop from Dell has finally arrived yesterday!

after 1 week and 2 days of waiting in agony.

=D

and it's awesome. just something i desire.

one thing to complain about though, is the flimsy optical drive. LOL! and some of my softwares are not compatible with Windows Vista! T.T

i was so happy yesterday!

apart from getting the laptop,

i finally got to know the truth about the 'thing'. and he was generous enough to explain to me personally.

i understand.

now it's not the right time and the correct moment.

(=

I don't mind if i'm not that sociable. I am comfortable with who i am.

Who are you to judge me?

Cheers.

hey guys! regarding my post below, thank you VERY VERY much for being concerned, i will be alright! it's just a matter of time. i will be fine! no worries! =D

i've been busy lately, guess this is it, the life of a medical student, a much hectic schedule than semester 1. yes, i am a little apprehensive. this is the semester to see whether i can survive. i'm being overwhelmed by trillions of bacteria, fungi and viruses (next stop, parasites! oh dear!) and plus wandering my mind off to things that i shouldn't even think of. i really need to bury myself in my studies to stop myself from thinking too much.

tomorrow's my first clinical skills session, history taking again! i hope i won't embarrass myself. the burning sensation i feel when my face turns into a tomato. LOL! i got to be confident and speak up and don't be shy and don't mumble and enunciate properly and understandingly. i seem robotic and stiff. =.=" please pray that everything will go smoothly tomorrow. =D

oh yeah, new batch of medicine coming in tomorrow as well! oooh! more hot guys to spy on. HAHAHA! i really do think a guy who wears formally with a tie is quite irresistable. even more when he's handsome and hot! XD

i think i might need to wear a mask when i take LRT back home. i see some people wearing it already. the situation is getting a tad bit serious. sigh.