HYPOCRITES kiss my ass

- I HATE HYPOCRITES!! -

the first day of college of a fresh new semester, and i'm writing this hate stuff, you guys probably think i'm emo, but think twice, have you ever experience communicating and having to stay under the same roof for approximately 7 hours in 5 days with these people (hypocrites) ? or maybe you just haven't really notice it yet, or you just don't care. i know it's not worth it getting all angry and emo about these people, but peeps, i'm a human being, i have and need to lash out my feelings sometimes, or i'll just explode like a firework *booom* and by that time, it would have been far worst.

there are just numerous varieties of hypocrites, but normally, they would "react" under standard conditions that is "before exam, during exam, after exam".

BEFORE EXAM
"ohdear, i don't know how -lah, i not yet study for the exam"
ching's response : your ass you don't know how
"die -lah, i don't even feel like starting (to study for the exam)"
ching's response : then don't start -lah, complain what
"you study already -ah? i not yet even start -lah" where he/she would start the topic up 1st.
ching's response : hell yeah, i studied already and im so prepared for it, so shut up, you fake

DURING EXAM
"i not yet study finish"
ching's response : don't say that before your results come out arse
"i just read 2 topics -nia"
ching's response : you sure? cause i don't see you having a book now
"ohdear, the exam so hard -lah"
ching's response : my arse hard, it was easy peasy, admit -lah

AFTER EXAM
the weird thing is, after all the commotion before exam and after exam, guess what, hypocrites tend to score FLYING COLOURS, and it makes me wanna puke at their "fakeness", and then they would start to brag.
"omgod, i didn't study also can get this/that mark, what about you?"
ching's response : my ass you didn't study, byitch, if you didn't study, you would get that result?

CONCLUSION
So, f*** off hypocrites, don't come near me, or i'll just punch your asses off, punk. *roarrr*
these hypocrites would only say those words and sentences because they want to pull you down, they want to discourage you from studying, so, you would not study, and they would encounter victory, and gain advantages from it. please DO NOT believe them, please do not be naive and innocent (i know you guys aren't), don't listen to them. they're just fake people who wants to make you crash. and don't think that they're geniuses, because a pure genius without hard work, would only be a nincompoop. don't be dragged down by them. if they didn't study really hard, would they get flying colours? smart is just not enough. so, they are all just A BUNCH OF LIARS. you might not even know how they study like hell everyday, because they don't speak the truth.

"liars, liars, pants/skirts on fire" =P

those people who got the top in the world/M'sia, are those who had put in their blood and sweat, and every effort in what they're aiming for. smart people without hard work cannot produce anything big.

"HARDWORKING, DILIGENCE, are the main KEY for SUCCESS, not SMARTNESS, people."

even though you're smart, but if you do not polish up your brain and skills, you would be nothing. everybody can succeed if they work hard enough, have dreams, aims, nothing is impossible, believe in yourself, and nothing can go into your way, and don't let those HYPOCRITES influence you, for they are FAKE people that could not go far later on.

"i don't want your hand,
you'll only pull me down,
so save your breathe,
don't waste your time."

anyone who read this post and hated it, free to hate and criticise. honestly, emo-ing is not good, so, don't emo while reading my post, hahaha. =P *control control* anyone who felt offended by the rough words, sorry, i was boiling while typing this, well, maybe before writing this post i was boiling, steams above my head. =P

so, peeps, together we kambatek, and aim for our targets, don't let those hypocrites get us. =)

*edited* comments for my exam
Thinking Skills - with continued effort work will improve
Chemistry - good potential to get better grades
Maths - much more effort is needed
Biology - very good work

i was

i realised i kinda lost myself throughout the 2 weeks holidays,

i was tired
i was blur
i was weak physically, not mentally
i was sick
i was lazy
i was not myself
i was aching, my whole body was
i was emo -ing
conclusion is, holiday is so NOT a great thing for me

and now, today is the LAST day of holidays, let's celebrate!! Lee Wern Ching is back!! (well, who cares anyway, lol)

- YIPPEE -

feel the spunk
feel the world
feel the funk
feel the fun
feel the ohmm
feel the boost
feel the energy

and, SPREAD THE LOVE!!~~ =)

*hugs and kisses to everybody reading my blog* =P
*xxMuahxxx*

"Ohyes! im back, let me spin the world with my presence, feel me =P

A.L.I.V.E i am =)

Kelly Clarkson :: How I Feel

Artist: Kelly Clarkson
Song: How I Feel
Album: My December

Looks like I made a mess again
Heartbreak everywhere I step
This fire is getting hot again
But I touch the flame cause I'm a curious cat
Creeping where I don't belong
Finding out what I knew all along
Crying all alone
And it's all my fault, all my fault

Yeah, I did it again...again

Oh, I'm getting tired of believing
Even sicker of pretending
That it's not so bad, just wait it out
Oh, I think you're feeding me lies again
The only good man left wasn't him
And that's how I feel right now so just let me be
Let me be

It seems every time I find a good man
He's got a good little wife
I'm not jealous but I won't lie
I don't want to hear about your wonderful life
And babies everywhere I look
Trophy wives with their little black books
At this rate I'm gonna end up alone
It's probably all my fault, all my fault

Oh, another dead end again

Oh, I'm getting tired of believing
Even sicker of pretending
That it's not so bad, just wait it out
Oh, I think you're feeding me lies again
The only good man left wasn't him
And that's how I feel right now

Bitter pill that I've swallowed
Just how low can my heart sink
Fairy tales from so long ago
Save them for someone that's not smart enough to know

Cause I, I'm getting tired of believing
I'm through pretending
Yeah I'm broken and sad so I'll sit this one out
Oh I think you're feeding me lies again
The only good man left wasn't him
And that's how I feel right now

How I feel right now
How I feel right now
How I feel right now
Let me be
How I feel right now
How I feel right now
How I feel right now
Let me be

P.S. this song just rocks, makes you feel like jumping and dancing away, check out the lyrics too. =)

overall

my results are pretty ok, except that bloody Thinking Skills, omgwad, it just sucks like hell, damn, just how stupid can i get with Thinking Skills, pretty embarrassed by my marks. =( need to remind myself not to take for granted for Maths and Chemistry, studying last minute is just NOT the best remedy, need to put in extra effort from now on, and yeah, im proud of my Biology, remind to self, no slacking. =) i've finally reached my target for it, yay, it feels so good man, next target chem and maths. =)

"Thinking Skills sucks!!"

Targets for 2nd semester
1. continue struggling with my laziness, HAVE to shake it off
2. get my Moral projectS done
3. be a good and naughty girl
4. revise my work everyday
5. do NOT slack off from Biology
6. KEEP UP with Maths and Chemistry *headache*
7. do not ponteng class
8. impress myself, live up to my expectations
9. revise my Theory for my exam *headache again*
10. and love everybody =)

omgwad, i don't want to study at the SAM block this semester -leh, terrible.

sick

2 weeks of holiday is just so not good for me. i feel so restless everyday. i think im going to get sick, bleargh. and im damn bored staying at home, i want to do something exciting. this is terrible. =(




anyway, cheerio up, im going to get back to college next tuesday. yay!

and i finally got Kelly Clarkson's My December, double yay! the songs inside are freaking fantastic.

doomsday tomorrow, think they're finally gonna send the report card to my doorstep. gosh. i wonder how my parents would react seeing my "wonderful" results. lol. and actually i just checked it online, results are pretty bad, (or maybe i have high expectations, but how could that be?) but guess this is my balasan for studying last minute, for chemistry and maths especially. lol. and i didn't really manage to study finish everything. lol. so, im pretty satisfied with my results, at least i didn't get 60 something, phew *wipes sweat*. and there was like remarks from the lecturers, blah. lol. just don't laugh at me for my bad results, im just plain dumb. lol.

a friend of mine got "good luck for the future" from my maths lecturer, gwad, what kind of crappy remark is that, so darn funny, what does that even mean? she didn't do badly what. weird man. and wooh, i think they changed our maths lecturer for the 2nd semester. lol. please don't change my other lecturers then, cause they're good. =)

CD

i can't wait to get my hands on that CD -- Kelly Clarkson's My December, just two more days to go to end the misery of waiting. *heh* XD the tracks inside are way freaking awesome. XD

again i got tagged

Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
...cross the membrane on one occasion and be prevented from doing so at another...

Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.

ahhhh, nice

What is the last thing you watched on TV?

V For Vendetta nice show =)

Without looking, guess what time it is.
12.00 p.m.

Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
12.04 p.m.

With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
silence, im at the library, actually there are some silent murmurs

When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
today, i was getting ready to step inside the car

Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
christianity, buddhism, blogs

What are you wearing?
a white collared TL shirt and jeans and socks and shoes

Did you dream last night?
i can't remember

When did you last laugh?
a few minutes or erm, seconds ago

What are on the walls you are in?
signs stating no usage of handphones and be silent

Seen anything weird lately?
wao, i'd be lucky to see something weird

What do you think of this quiz?
stress relieving *hah* as if

What is the last film you saw?
Spiderman 3, hah, laugh all you want, i know that's ages ago

If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
can't think of anything right now, i think i would use the money for my studies though

Tell me something about you that I don't know.
im evil *bwahahaahahaha*

If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
save the environment

George Bush:
i don't give a damn about him, he's a war maker though...

Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
don't know

Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
tak tau

Would you ever consider living abroad?
yes, and i want to =)

What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
peace XD

Tag 5 people who must also do this in THEIR journal:
tag no one

Sex determination and durians

i'll talk about something random since im so bored tonight.

let's talk about sex determination system. im sure you guys would be pretty familiar, or have heard of those really traditional families where their son and his wife got to have at least one boy in the family for further reproduction or in other words, to carry the family's name. when talking about at least ONE, think about it the mathematical way, where there are like 10 choices, meaning you could have like up to 10 boys, guys, remember? probability. XD

see, the diagrams below indicate sex chromosomes in our human body.

paternal chromosomes XY

maternal chromosomes XX

that means a sperm would carry either X or Y but an ovum would always and only carries X. so, when the sperm and the ovum fuses, the following results would be XY and XX (duh). but then think again, who actually determines the sex of the baby? they would always blame it on the woman if she doesn't give birth to a boy, but actually, they're blaming the wrong person, it should be the man's fault. Consequently, it's actually the MAN that determines the baby's sex, because there are TWO Xs' in the woman, but *aha* there's a variation in the man's chromosomes, as in X and Y, so obviously, if a X (man) pairs with X (woman), it's a girl and if a Y (man) pairs with X again (woman), it's a boy. why should they put all the blame on the woman being useless, it's actually the man. XD

please tell me that this is crap. hahahaha. im not being sexist or anything okay, and i hope i did not offend anybody about this, it's just for fun. any comments, say it proudly. XD

DURIAN MINUS/WITHOUT THE STINK!?!

ohgwad, a durian wouldn't be a durian anymore without its stink/aroma/smell, what on earth are they genetically engineering the durian's genes for? come on, that's the unique part of durians, you can't erase that aroma away. hmph. and NO! it doesn't smell like "pigshit, turpentine and onions, garnished with a gym sock". -_-", if the ang mohs can't stand the smell, let them be, but they're missing a whole lot of fun. oooh, scrumptious and luscious durians. XD i like i like. XD

today as i was walking across the living hall,
"close the windows" mum said.
so i walked towards the windows, as i was about to close the 1st window,
"CLOSE THE WINDOWS, wern ching!" mum shouted.
"what -lah? im closing -lah, why you shout so loud, i was just about to close -la k, i can't like close all the windows in 1 second..."
"i thought you didn't hear me -mah, yalah, then you guys always so slow motion..." mum said.
"i was just walking across the living hall, of cuz i need time to walk to the windows and close them -mah, then you go shout..."
then my mum laughed. -_-" what -lah
i walk silently, my footsteps can't be heard, maybe that's why my mum thought i didn't hear her. XD

The Little Rascals

i dunno whether you guys watched this movie before, its called "The Little Rascals", watch this clip, it will just cheer up your day. =)
for the full movie, just search it in Youtube, trust me, its damn funny plus cute. XD it revolves around little boys and girls, and at a stage, boys and girls tend to hate each other. XD



btw, the boy is called Alfalfa and his girl, Darla. XD ENJOY ~~

Gone

People around me, faces revealed
Hearts hidden, motive unknown
I stumble upon my pathway
You, wearing a smile on your face
Angel of light
guiding me through
Desperate moments
You held my hand, you held me tight
I'm lost without you
Once again, you were there
Shining your light on me
Assisting me through every suffering moments
When you came
You painted our world together with colours
When you left
You took away everything
Leaving the ruins to me
I landed in darkness
Pain unbearable
It tore my heart apart, blood dripping, tears running down
You kissed me goodbye
In the blink of an eye
You're gone within my sight
You left with a smile

I fell into a world of loneliness
I don't want to be tough
because i need you to protect me
I don't want to be proud
because you're not here with me
Leaving me to reveal the secrets
the mystery behind your soul and eyes

Its been 6 months since
I’ve picked all the shattered pieces up
Threw it away into a pile of long-forgotten memories
Washed away into the deep blue sea forever
And glued myself together
With a layer of protection
I’ve developed as resistance

I don’t need to be fixed
I don’t need to be found because I'm not lost
I just need to be loved
You're gone
But I'll trudge my life alone with courage
With bravery
For i know
You're looking upon me

-c.h.i.n.g-
copyright

P.S. James Morrison!! i like i like!! i like his songs!! =) omgwad, why is the download so slow, i freaking bored right now. and i just found out that the world is a friggin small place. =)

H plus H

omgf ass, i just watched a video that really freaked me out, my gwad, so freaking stupid and horrible, what terrible and horrendous dancing is that, my SHUFFLE is way better than yours. thanks to my bro for "patiently" teaching it to me. hah, now i can shuffle man, it's way cool. XD

on wearing contact lenses,

"ma, i wanna wear contact lense"
"then ma wear lo"
"you always say wear lo, but you never go out buy for me wan"
"wear permanent wan better, don't buy disposable, very expensive"

hmm, i don't know, could any of you guys willingly give me some advice on contact lenses? thank you. =)

kissing without clothes

- ei, what about kissing with your clothes off? but still in your undies and undergarments? -

- wha--? oh so both of you would be either at the guy's house or your house, stripped but still with undies on, kissing, and then lose control and have sex? -

- so you wanna kena makan toufu kao kao izit? you know when 2 people kiss, they start to touch everywhere, i mean the hands touching everywhere? -

- well, just to the extent of kissing only, i have my principles, won't have sex -

- gwad, your brain won't be functioning that time, and *vrrrroooom* by the time you realised and noticed what had happened, you're already in bed with him. *wahliao* -

- with the adrenaline pumping and the hormones raging, the kissing would end with having sex -

- just kissing with your clothes on would be ok -

the bold letters indicate my reply and opinions.
*sibeh chia lat* what you guys think? would you do that with your bf? *heh*

friendship

"I'll gladly climb your walls,
if you need me halfway,
here's my hand and my heart,
it's yours to take."

omgwad...

i hope i wont regret.... says:
nah lah,,i dun really fancy those attitudes...(talking about some fren)

i hope i wont regret.... says:
u see me n u

i hope i wont regret.... says:
love like dunno wad

i hope i wont regret.... says:
hehehehe

= .c.h.i.n.g. = http://dreamangel89.blogspot.com/ says:
omgwad

= .c.h.i.n.g. = http://dreamangel89.blogspot.com/ says:
i burst into laughter

= .c.h.i.n.g. = http://dreamangel89.blogspot.com/ says:
-_-"

the above is just a conversation between me and my best girlfriend. XD *bwahahaha*
im turning nocturnal *hoooot hoooot* -_-"
im currently missing shan miao right now, shucks, i want to see you my friend, and cling to you, and never let go, why did you have to move to KL, so far, and we cannot go out...

Exams

the worst ever.
but anyway im feeling pretty relieved right now, exams are over, but the stress level is totally equivalent to SPM stress level. i have holes in my brain now, cause i've squeezed all the juices out of my grey matter. blah. now let me rant about my exam papers.

First
Mathematics
the 1st paper was actually quite ok, but dumb me, i had some problems with the geometry progression thingy, so i really really hope i could score. the 2nd paper was quite tough, especially the permutation and combination questions, totally, my brain is no use for that, blah. no matter how many exercises i did for that, it's still kinda bootless. i hope i can manage to score an A.

Second
Chemistry
gwad, the 1st paper was quite ok, finished just in time, (40 questions 1 hour) but the 2nd paper was terrible, i think i kinda screwed it up, blah, this is the price you need to pay for last minute revision.

Third
Thinking Skills
omgwad, i totally screwed this whole paper, it's not surprising if i fail this subject, come on, i don't want to be a lawyer, i don't need to analyze who's credible, plausible, believable, flaws, weaknesses, strengths, conclusions, it's just killing my brain. it really did, it harmed my brain, and i was kinda half awake that time, blah. don't kill me.

Fourth
Biology
i was damn confident for this paper, anyhow, although how confident i am, i always make some really stupid careless mistakes, blah, what is this man, i feel so angry at myself, blah. could have scored 40 per 40, but now i got 3 mistakes liao, no!! totally depressing (just joking), but aihh, could have done better. i still want to score an A for it. and the 2nd paper was abit the tough, but overall, it was quite ok. please give me an A. XD

and now, im still dreading the day when the report card comes at my doorstep, how shocked my parents would be, and the Parent-Teacher Day, blah...
damn, don't give up
seriously, i just found out the most most crazy thing ever, bwahahaahahahah XD i can't believe my eyes, but don't tell me im dreaming, good for me. XD
gwad, im feeling touched right now, it's been such a long time since i touched my friendster, and aww, i actually received some messages, thought i was long forgotten you know. XD
gwad, suddenly i just miss running around the MPSJ field with all my PBSM friends, although it was tiring, but helping people together is such a great thing to do, aihh, just miss the good old days suddenly, the marching, the...

im currently in a shocked state right now. gwad, im totally speechless

thinking of all those lamo and funny things i've done in the past, it's just so funny! it's damn weird thinking what you would be doing when you hit 20 something, hmm, can i still maintain my childishness? *heh*

i've been tagged!! dig brain dig brain, gosh, i think i went cuckoo after the exams, blah, my brain is totally blasted

LAYER 1 : ON THE OUTSIDE
Name : L W C
Birth Date : 30.05.1989
Current Status : Single
Eye Colour : Brown
Hair Colour : Black brown with highlight
Right or left : Right

LAYER 2 : ON THE INSIDE
My Heritage : i come from a Chinese family, my dad is a Hainanese, and my mum is a Hokkien
My Fears : insects - it gives me the goosebumps
My weaknesses : laziness
My Perfect Pizza : lotsa cheese and cheese

LAYER 3 : YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW
My thoughts first waking up : another great day
My bedtime : 11 pm - 1 am
My most missed memory: high school!!

LAYER 4 : MY PICK
Pepsi or coke : Coke
Single or group dates : Single
Adidas or Nike : Nike - i love it
Tea or Nestea : neither
Chocolate or Vanilla : chocolates!!
Cappuccino or Coffee : coffee

LAYER 5 : DO YOU...
Smoke : nope, and never will
Curse : at times
Take a shower : duh
Have a crush : nope, not now
Think you've been in love : maybe
Go to school : college actually, and im freaking loving college right now
Want to get married : erm, i like to be free
Believe in yourself : yes, i believe i can fly, oops, i believe i can do it
Think you're a health freak : yes, i always nag at my brother not to eat too much chicken fat and meat, you would get atherosclerosis, and don't suck the prawn's head, it's filled with chemicals

LAYER 6 : IN THE PAST
Drank alcohol : yep
Gone to the mall : duh
Been on stage : yes
Eaten sushi : yes
Dyed your hair : highlighted

LAYER 7 : HAVE YOU EVER...
Played a stripping game : nope
Changed who you were to fit in : nope

LAYER 8 : AGE YOU'RE HOPING...
To be married : erm, i don't know

LAYER 9 : IN A GUY..
Best eye colour : blue
Best hair colour : black
Short hair or long hair : short

LAYER 10 : WHAT WERE YOU DOING...
A minute ago : continuing this tag
Hour ago : in the car
1 day ago : relaxing
1 month ago : studying
Year ago : SPM

LAYER 11 : FINISH THE SENTENCES...
I love : everything!! too many to list it out - peace!!
I feel : relaxed, everything is over, not really over yet though
I hate : -----
I hide : secrets
I miss: shan miao
I need : confidence

LAYER 12 : TAG 5 PEOPLE
i don't have people to tag, and so i'll just leave it here. peace!!

three months and im still sober
picked all my weeds but kept the flowers
- Sober - Kelly Clarkson's new single -

i am 1 year older today. i am legally an adult. XD
and to all my friends, thanks for the wishes, and here i wish you guys all the best in everything you do. and be happy always! XD
good luck for the YED sara and adeline! XD

*edited*
i came!!~~

and yee hong was so sweet, he bought me 2 cakes today, it's so pretty, im reluctant to gobble it up. XD




im feeling as happy as ever. XD

people say college is like a totally free year, but NO!

PAST
10 - 14 subjects during SPM - it's disastrous enough

NOW
even though you're only taking 4 - 5 subjects, it's just as killing as SPM, or maybe even more killing. for a total 6 months digesting all the subjects and topics, you would have to vomit out everything, EVERY SINGLE THING, during the semester exam (June). you would approximately have 11 topics per subject to study, that is like a whole year of form 5!!~~ bleargh, and it's even in more detail than form 5, so well, people, college is so totally not a happy honeymoon year, you would have to cram your grey matter with loads of stuff in like 1 year or 1 and a half years. and it seems like you don't have enough time for everything, assignments, projects (oh, stupid moral project, 2 summore, how to survive, we have our exams coming teacher!), study, tests, quizzes here and there. *sobs sobs*

anyway, college is actually fun minus all the workload that falls on you. =) XD

i have to admit that i love chemistry, that was like ---> until form 5 and now i kinda beh tahan chemistry, have to study different types of chemistry, organic -lah, inorganic - lah, physical - lah, damn, boring boring boring. and i have to get started on it now.

another confession is i don't like biology, that was like ---> until form 5, cause it was boring and boring, and it was so hard (exams) ewwww!!~ and now i love biology, i don't know why, i can't explain why, and please don't come telling in my face why i like biology.

spot the mistake

can you spot that there's something so wrong in the picture? gwad. XD

she *sparkled*

oh YES!!~~ Jordin Sparks won American Idol season 6, YAY, she has one awesome voice. XD


i missed the result show in the morning at 8 am, so well, i finally got to watch it at 6 pm, woohhh, i think that this is like the hottest american idol result show ever, featuring superstars, and 4 American Idol winners -- Kelly Clarkson, Ruben Studdurd, Carrie Underwood and Taylor Hicks. man, was i entertained, awesome!!~~ *bwaahahahah* and this might sound ridiculous, cause i actually downloaded Kelly's performance in AI today at school, eheheheh. -_-" she totally rocked man!!~~ wooohh.
omgwad, and i totally loved the Sergant Pepper song, she was so cute, jumping, and gwad, her voice amazing...*mesmerised*



and the weather is still bloody hot, damn.
and i have to add that Kelly Clarkson is still the best American Idol ever. XD

Simon: "The best by a mile is Kelly Clarkson. We got so lucky with Kelly Clarkson season one because she's not just a great American Idol winner, she's up there now with some of the greatest singers in the world... I mean I think she's as good as someone like Celine Dion. I think she really is that good."

i want to cut my hair short, like straight and jagged hair, not girl short, but short, so that i could gel my hair, XD. but i don't think it suits me, but i wanna cut!!~~ i don't want to get stuck in the same hairstyle for the rest of my life, this sux, why do i have such little hair and a big forehead, issshh. i wanna cut my hair, i wana cut, i wana cut. *sobs sobs* please comment, i can accept it. aihh.

im not hiding, no, im not running, no,
if you dig a little deeper you will find me...
-james morrison-undiscovered

life's been a little too boring lately, maybe exam is coming, and everybody is giving us exercises, teaching, exercises, teaching, gosh, give me something new baby. i wish i could participate in the Star's Youth programme though, visiting the Perak limestone hills, that would be interesting, but it falls from June 1 to June 5, ish. *waste waste*

"aiyoh, so late already ah, okok, faster faster finish this" -- chem teacher
then she quickly went to the whiteboard and wrote down the answer, quickly and hurriedly explained to us, and you know what, while we were still copying, she *whoooossshhh*, left the classroom, *bang* the sound of the door, and she was gone, and everybody laughed like mad. ever wonder why is she always in such a rush, our chem period mainly falls on 2 p.m. which ends at 3 p.m. so she's always in a rush to go HOME. -_-" interesting teacher, she leaves faster than the students, well, i have interesting teachers anyway, fun fun fun. XD

this is a story told by my friend, related from our friend *sounds complicated*
my friend saw our chem teacher hastily walking out of the school, and she saw long beans wrapped in a newspaper in her bag.

"teacher, you going back home to cook eh?" my friend said
"yala, my long beans want to die already, must faster get back" replied teacher

omgwad, i burst into laughter upon hearing this, it's just damn beh tahan, she's so funny. XD

"last time i was very active in sports wan, i played hockey..." -- bio teacher
"SURE -boh?" said a guy in our class
i think she ignored that. but our class didn't, we laughed...
-_-"

i believe that we would be strong, you and you and you would be tough and strong to face the obstacles descending in front of us, please believe in yourself, and pray -- miracles happen, but what will come, will come...
please pray

im not lost

i haven't and won't be blogging for these few days, or weeks, but please don't be alarmed, because im still around, just lost between the pile of books and papers containing Biology, Chemistry and Maths. Thinking Skills is way to vague and complicated for me to handle. *tssk tssk* *think think* *read read*

im not lost, im not lost, just undiscovered,
and when we're alone, we're all the same, as each other,
you see the look that's on my face,
you might think that im out of place,
im not lost, no, no, just undiscoverd.
- james morrison - undiscovered -

im not lost, just waiting to be discovered. XD

please pray
just pray
for everybody in the world
for unfortunate ones
for unlucky ones
for those suffering
for those in misery
for those in poverty
for those in depression
for those with diseases
for those living in war affected countries
for those homes destroyed by natural disasters
pray that they would eventually see light one day
free themselves
pray too
for yourself
for your family
for your relatives
for your friends
for your teachers
and here i pray
for a speedy recovery for my grandma's hand (dad's side)
for my grandma (mum's side)
for my uncle
for my aunt
and for my parents
for my brother
for my cousins
for my aunts and uncles
for my friends
and for myself
that they would always be healthy
they would always be safe and sound
and live in happiness everyday

happy mother's day!

owwh,

going to be super busy this month preparing for my semester exams that are commencing from July 11 to July 15, but actually, im only having a 3-days exam, phew. *wipes sweat*
but still, there's so many
to READ for BIO
to PRACTICE for CHEM
to UNDERSTAND and PRACTICE MATHS
to FULLY MASTER SKILLS for THINKING SKILLS
ooh, and how i love bio so much, i love bio, i love chem...control control.
only 4 subjects but it's breathing down my neck, blowing fire to me, cause there's just so many to study...
must
TERMINATE,
DESTROY,
KILL,
laziness. XD

some dunno how many days before...

"wern ching has to continue to work hard to maintain her results."

this was what my bio teacher commented/quoted on a paper that contains our tests and quizzes results, and she asked us to comment on our own results.

so, i wrote in reply,

"im not really satisfied with my current results yet, cause i could do even better than that."

i wanted to write that...

nah, i did not write that, i DID NOT write that, see how i emphasize on the DID NOT,

"i would continue to work hard to reach my target."

is what i actually wrote. XD

gwad, i put such high expectations on myself. did she really put "good" there, i can't really remember, i have to boost my memory, but i think she did. XD

" the world keeps spinning,
people going on moving,
they keep screaming,
time is running! "

btw, congrats to Germae and Aliah for getting the JPA scholarship!!~~ woohh, all the best to both of you there. XD