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the advantages of moving into a new house are
1. i get a new bed.
2. i get a new mattress.
3. i get new closets.
4. i get new room colour.
5. i get new curtain.
6. i get new bed sheets.
7. i get new pillow.
8. i get new toilet, bigger samo.

the only thing i might not be changing is my study table, which is a good thing. haha. yea, so moving next week while my exams are still on. haha. hope i can adapt to the new environment and the new house. not sure whether i would miss my present house. but one thing for sure, better pray that i can go online, if not i sure bored to death. sigh.

the main important thing is the COMPUTER!!! hahahhaa. =) of course i must study, but i got like 1 week sorta "holiday" before my last two papers which are Biology 2 and Chemistry 1. after exams, need to resume normal college class till December 7th, that is the end of 2nd semester!! haha. part of it quite best, part of it, 1 month holiday is seriously not good for me, but somehow i can't enjoy -lah, need to brush up on my A2 syllabus. must get best best result. sigh. then maybe pick up my driving skills *gulp* =P

this is such a crap post.

currently addicted to Lost by Michael Buble

"Cause you are not alone
I'm always there with you
And we'll get lost together
Till the light comes pouring through
Cause when you feel like you're done
And the darkness has won
Babe, you're not lost
When your worlds crashing down
And you can't bear to fall
I said, babe, you're not lost"

okay, goodbye for now. =) for those having final exams, all the best and gambateh. =)

back for something

~ BWAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAHAHA ~

Happy Halloween !!

haha. i still remember when i was at the US, and it was Halloween time, and i dressed up in a pumpkin outfit. and they had this basement party, but i think it was quite scary, so well, i did not dare to go. lol. don't laugh la okay, i was only 3, 4 years old lidat, i think, can't really remember. =)

i still have FOUR more papers to go. sigh sigh sigh. haha. but i have confidence -lah. =) Biology practical was quite okay, the experiment was okay, except that there was this problem with the Bunsen burner, the fire cannot reach the base of the beaker, haiyo. so stupid. but still managed to get the result. phew. *wipes sweat* =) but some of the questions were weird. nevermind. and again, i did a stupid careless mistake. sigh, why i tend to screw up a little bit sometimes. -_-"

Mathematics 6 Statistics paper was okay too, except the cumulative frequency curve was abit the weird. lol. but it was okay. haha. okay, better study my Biology and read, do some stuff for my MUET test. am crazy downloading albums while im supposed to be studying. haha.

that's all for now. =) bye peeps.

okay okay

okay kay peeps. i will update -lah. -_-" but i just have nothing to write. sigh.

had my Chemistry Paper 2 (structure) exam just now.
i totally didn't expect the bond bond thing to come out. so i had just to use my brain really hard to remember. but i think maybe that question was easy to some people who had studied it. sigh. overall, the paper was OKAY, i guess. not too hard but also not too easy. still the same standard like the other Chemistry past year papers. and samo doing halfway today, MPH and the gallery went lights out. Taylor's always seem to have electricity problems. didn't pay bill -kah. hahahaha. =P

but i did my best. i realise i would perform better when not under the stress condition. just take it easy and relax. but because of this, my mum is so worried why i seem so relax every time got this big FINAL exam, for example like SPM, and now this. well, i can't help it. i do indeed feel relaxed. -_-". haha.

and then im having pimples coming out at my face. not alot -lah, but still, why can't it go away.

it always seems to come when
1. i have exams.
2. maybe i had to many chocolaty stuff like chocolates, chocolate chip cookies.
3. maybe i didn't drink enough water.
4. maybe i ate junk food.

there would be no time for water during exam. everything is just ngam ngam hor. do finish. check finish. then pens down. except Maths paper 1 -lah. haha. =P

i find that Facebook is quite addictive. -_-".

okay for now i need to go have war with Biology and Statistics. hehe. having Biology practical exam next Tuesday and Statistics on Wednesday. i really must do my very best in Biology, provided if my stupid brain can function properly on that day. sigh. wish me luck. haha.

ADDED
btw, im moving to somewhere early November. will keep ya updated then. =)

punched and punched again

i was kicked, punched, kicked, punched by that stupid Chemistry Practical Exam paper 31 yesterday, Wednesday, 11.30 a.m.

first looking at the 1st question, it seemed okay. i can do it. Just mix the FA1 reagent, FA2 reagent and distilled water using two burettes and one measuring cylinder. and just change the concentration of FA1. (why the heck is it like Biology) ...

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i screwed the damn graph. i hope got at least one mark for the labelled x and y axis. sigh.
yea yea laugh at me. sigh.

and we did the experiment for like 7 times

then the 2nd question, qualitative question, the tests for anions and cations

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OMFGWAD
what the hell

started to feel panic but told myself to calm down

i can't really get the anion answer as both sulphate and sulphite ion did not dissolve in the stupid sulphuric acid. well. at first it seemed like sulphite dissolved, so, wrote the answer happily and stuff. then see see for a while, why the hell got some white ppt inside. blah. nevermind. at least the answer is correct while discussing with friends after the exam. *wipes sweat*

then that nitrite ion. i was supposed to see pale brown gas but damn the gas was so freaking pale. nevermind. at least i saw the effervescence.

then the last question

WTH

grabs head and pulls hair out

all together we need to test for FOUR reagents FA3, FA4, FA5 and FA6

and damn lotsa other reagents we need to mix with

sodium hydroxide la...
then heat la...
then add ammonia...
then add sulphuric acid
then add sodium sulphite la...
then add hydrochloric acid...

bla bla bla

got so many freaking tests to do

WHAT? does Cambridge thinks we have four hands or something?!? totally crazy

but luckily i still got the correct answers

phew
i came back home all exhausted and tired and back pain and headache
thank you

Mathematics paper 1 today was quite easy. hehe. =)

- just a brief update -

went out with Shan Miao and Yee Hong to Sunway Pyramid last Saturday. Shan Miao was sooo good to fetch both of us to Pyramid, *ahem* her driving not that bad -leh, but quite scary also. Nearly knocked into a car while turning into the big road. *oops* haha. and then there was this lorry coming, and she still went and turned into the big road.

"wah, you very scary -leh" said Yee Hong.
"heeheeheehee" i laughed. =P

had a really good time and Resident Evil 3: Extinction was good. there were like unexpectable shocks here and there. haha. yes, i admit that i jump at big noises when the whole scenario was as quiet as a mouse. haha. =P but the zombies in the movie were all kinda dried up. not as much blood and blood and gore in 28 Weeks Later. haha.

then we went to somewhere in Mentari to eat steamboat *buffet steamboat* at Yuan Restaurant *can't remember the name*. RM20 per person. seafood. normal toufu stuff. fish ball stuff. vegetables. meehoon. ice cream. yeah, there was this honey chicken or something, at i think they have it like every half an hour or something, everybody would rush to get that honey chicken like some uncivilized hooligans. typical Malaysians i might call them. i would never do that kind of stuff, rushing, to just get that chicken?!? *smacks forehead* my mum also know how to cook -lah, what so great. -_-".

overall, it was really really a fun day. haha. hope to meet up again one fine day. =)

would be having my AS examination starting from next Tuesday, starting off with Chemistry practical exam. so, there would be no update for maybe a month. haha. but remember to come by after November 21st for i would have alot of things to rant about by then. heehee. =P

bye bye and take care.

=)

this week

i had a swollen big toe. it became so painful on Monday midnight that i slept at 4 something a.m. and went to college at 7.30 a.m. later, walking like a tempang person. blah. i couldn't walk properly for about 2 days.


my spectacles went "haywire".

i disappointed my teacher. sigh. bad drop. =(

for some positive stuff

i managed to do some asskicking in class. YES! i will not let my B disrupt my emotions and likings for the subject.

i managed to do some productive studying. AS exams starting on October 16. *gulp*

YES! looking forward to meeting Shan Miao and Yee Hong this Saturday! Yay! =)

i must be more hardworking than ever. haha.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Adeline!!! =)

may all your wishes in your wish list come true. heehee. =) enjoy everyday of your life.

everything in one

sobbing out loud "nobody is visiting my blog anymore!!" *sobs sobs*

i know. everybody is busy huh. or is the power of "don't feel like blogging anymore" that made everybody to stop visiting my blog anymore? *sighing out loud*

i am so addicted to Ghost Whisperer right now i can't wait to get the DVD when college reopens. which means buying the DVDs for season 1 and season 2 would burn two holes in my wallet *sizzle sizzle*. it's worth it anyway. Does anybody know where could i get cheap pirated DVD for English TV series? *wonder wonder*

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Oh Yes i got A for Mathematics!
Oh Yes i got A for Chemistry!
Oh No this is the FIRST time ever i got B for Biology!
Oh No i don't want to talk about Thinking Skills!

im feeling so guilty over getting a B for Biology. i did study. i did. and i promised myself that i would not slack. but it all went wrong during exam. how can i be so stupid. always had this high confidence in Biology suddenly it just pulled me down. ARGH! this completely sucks. now i must work 2 times harder for every subject and score very good A's.

and my lecturer somemore commented "a very able student with great potential", made me feel very very guilty. did she actually gave the wrong comment or what huh. sigh. i just let myself down and whoever that had high hopes on me. sigh.

nevermind. i told my parents today that i would definitely get an A for Biology and it will be a good A. I WILL. I WILL.

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"One of the main reasons why you get moody and discouraged and have low self-esteem is that you are constantly comparing yourself with others. THIS IS A BIG MISTAKE. The most IMPORTANT thing is to get into competition with yourself."

this is what all the hypocrites and kiasus can't understand. especially those kiasus that just seep into their personality and make them unlikable. blah.

"Don't compare yourself with anyone else. Measure yourself on what you have done, what you are doing and what you can do. You are in a race with yourself and your own possibilities."

so don't get upset over others. be yourself and feel yourself. feel good. =)

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i am very sure that all Malaysians do feel the rage upon what happened to Nurin Jazlin, the poor little girl who got kidnapped, tortured, sexual abused and killed. the stupid farker who did this terrible thing must be *in my opinion* KILLED. this bugger had no no no NO moral conscience at all. tidak berhati perut. tidak berperikemanusiaan. acted like an animal, even worse than an animal. indeed, that whoever must be a maniac. blah. the police better capture that whoever quick before somebody gets hurt again.

"what is the world turning into? sigh..."

yesterday night...

.something stupid and horrible happened.

as i was using my right hand to brush my teeth with the toothbrush, i held out my left hand to grab the toilet roll which was situated at the small top attached to the toilet bowl. *god knows why did i grab the toilet roll.* and i was secretly thinking 'please don't drop inside the toilet bowl'. but actually i did not manage to grab the toilet roll, but accidentally pushed *a slight soft push okay* the toilet roll and it FELL into the toilet bowl.

"'PLOOP', toilet roll fell into the toilet bowl"

and it was 45 degree submerged inside the water inside the toilet bowl. luckily nobody did some small or big business in it and it was just PURE water. *phew* and i had to take it out again and left the toilet roll to dry. it's still abit wet and spongy and puffy in the afternoon. LOL.

bad drawing but im sure you guys could figure it out huh. LOL.

see. holidays is so boring till im talking about what happened while i was brushing my teeth. -_-"

running screaming swearing

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Thinking Skills - has some ability in this subject but needs to work harder.
Mathematics - wrote a good exam.
Chemistry - good work.
Biology - a very able student with great potential.

my thoughts - im such a useless slacker.

P.S. would be back for my rantings soon. haha.

i have to agree with Sara and Adeline. kinda losing the urge and feel to blog already. sigh. maybe simply because there's nothing inspiring that can infiltrate my mind now.

that's all. goodbye for now. LOL.

100th post

.This is my hundredth 100th post.

here are some silly and free pictures for you guys to boo or smile at. haha. XD

=) you might just smile in between =)

that is not my pair of legs =P

HAVE A NICE DAY!

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HAHA! lucky her =P

"Everyday, of our lives,
wanna find you there,
wanna hold on tight.
Gonna run,
while we're young,
and keep the faith."
- Everyday - Zac Efron n Vanessa Hudgens - High School Musical 2 OST -

stuff like this and that

i've been putting away my personal problems from this blog for quite some time and i wonder why while im supposed to express all my bloody mixed-up feelings in this blog to lighten a part of me everyday. sigh.

*please wait a moment while i fry an egg*

1. time to think about what am i going to study later on in university for my future.
2. which university to apply for.
3. worry about my AS trial results.
4. worry about my upcoming real AS examination.
5. worry about my friendship with my best friend.
6. looking forward to have an "educational vacation" during the holidays.

i fought and argued with my best friend during my trial examination. mainly my mind was focusing for the exams and the problem did not really exist in my brain, which you guys might think me cruel, but the exams was my first priority. and now she's having exams and she probably won't be bothered by it too.

literally i think her problem is not contributing at all to this friendship. all the while i was the one trying to keep in touch with her, while she would not bother to reply my sms all the time. it just makes me wonder how much she really wants to keep this friendship. she can't come online i understand but smsing?? she told me she was too lazy and it was boring. wth. she even told me off to find another new best friend, obviously her motive was so that i would not bother and miss her so much. SERIOUSLY, i was VERY PISSED by her words. how could she even teach me to find a new best friend.

i feel like swearing now. all my emotions are boiling again. im not a person who would easily open my heart to others and blab all my problems and show my true colours to other people. and i know how innocent she is to always believe and get influenced by others so easily that she would get conned and taken advantage of, she might not even speak out about it. well, for god's sake, im NOT like that. and she's living in a place so messy and so kelam kabut, she might just become a person i do not recognize. sometimes i just worry for her that she would not be the angel that she used to be. and maybe she even became quite self-conscious. gosh. i don't know.

maybe it is my problem? maybe i've been expecting too much? but all the while i've been trying so hard to compromise and believe me, patience and tolerance is sometimes really not one of my virtues. and all she do is complain and whine there. im really fed up with her. i seriously feel like giving up already. but deep inside my heart, i do not want to lose her as my best friend.

the resolving power

FOR this 2-week holiday, i would seriously do some self-reflecting and improve on my diligence and conscientiousness.

YOU, L W C, cannot afford to be lazy anymore ohkay. your biggest and humongous enemy is LAZINESS and you need to change it quick before you become a heap of crap. which i don't think you would desire to. hmph. bleuk.

therefore my holiday resolution is to

CHARGE at Biology - Chemistry - Mathematics and Thinking Skills.

and reCHARGE again at Biology - Chemistry - Mathematics and Thinking Skills till my real AS examination creeps up which would be starting at October the 17th or maybe even as early as October the 9th for my practical exams.

one word - !!KAMBATEH!!

of course for all my friends out there studying too, whether no exam or got exam, we SAMA-SAMA berusaha -lah. hehe. =)

disaster trials

:: my trials are over :: !!YES!!

as usual. i can't live without .ranting. .complaining. .feeling remorse. regretfulness. of my exam papers. so, here it goes peeps. *sigh*

let me start with

.Mathematics.

Paper 1
i kinda thought that this paper was tough. it's like Add Maths SPM. blearghhh. even harder. and the damn paper was in the afternoon, after my depressing Biology exam. my head was kinda spinning here and there. information running here and there but little neurons attached and lighted. LOL. but i still can scrap through -lah, i hope. LOL.

Paper 6
Paper 6 is Statistics. yeah. normal, binomial distribution, probability. but this paper was da BomB. hehe. it was very manageable. and surprisingly with my low IQ, i could do all the questions, except that 2 marks questions. =.=". LOL.

please let me get an A in Maths. please.

.Chemistry.

Paper 1
woah, this paper was damn freaking hard, exactly same standard as Cambridge past year papers. obviously because most of the questions came from there, the lecturers just cut, copy and paste. LOL. and luckily the day before, i did all the multiple choice questions past year papers. so it really saved me. yeah. hehe. =P

Paper 2
surprisingly i thought this paper was moderate, at the borderline of easy and moderate. could do all the questions except 1 or 2. LOL. confidence was just at that ngam ngam level which i never had before for Chemistry. lol.

Paper 3
Paper 3 is practical exam. yes, hands-on experiment. it was overall okay. but kinda screwed up the calculating part. wth. lol.

i hope to get an A for Chemistry.

.Biology.

Paper 1
got the high level confidence to score full marks for this paper. *wink wink* but nah, it won't happen. -_-"

Paper 2
i totally screwed this paper. i don't know what the hell was going through in my head, my high level confidence for Biology suddenly dropped to zero level, maybe even going to negative. .OMGWAD I HATE MYSELF. looking at the questions, my brain just stopped dead and no information was coming through my mind. to seriously think back the paper, it was okay and maybe even easy for me. but damn it. something terribly wrong happened to my brain. shucks. i feel so down down down. but i can't do anything now. just feeling remorse and rebellious.

Paper 3
this paper was another disaster. the experiment part was totally not what i expected. lost 9 marks!!! blah. the rest of the paper was ok.


no hope in getting an A in Biology. i failed myself. =(

.Thinking Skills.

one word .screwed.

Paper 1
problem solving questions was ok. but critical thinking skills was disastrous.

Paper 2
no need to say. i have drilled out my brain. shucks.


please i don't want to fail. blah.

Conclusion is : i am stupid. =(

My trials are starting tomorrow. sorry for not updating before and sorry again for i will not be updating for the next 2 weeks. heehee.

wish me luck! XD

im bored of studying

im not that kind of hardworking or diligent or conscientious person who can focus and concentrate and study the whole freaking day.

im feeling pretty emo nowadays. my mood might have been disrupted and influenced by somebody.

enough said. bye bye.

my family lost someone today - 21.08.2007

this particular post is specially dedicated to my uncle who passed away this morning peacefully.

let me or we have a minute of silence

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but i am sure that you are very happy with the Lord/God right now in Heaven, although we here, at earth, would miss you dearly, dear uncle.

i can't string my words together to describe you

but

in my memory

you are a great uncle

and i'm sorry i could not pay my last respect to you

but you would always remain a perfect image in my memory forever

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goodbye my uncle

=(

exam

"so, how was your exam?" mum asked.

"erm, i think can -kua, don't know -lah..." i said.

"what dunno? means can do or cannot do?" mum said.

"erm, erm, erm, can -lah i think, aiyah." i replied.

"so, wanna continue diploma anot?" mum asked.

"har? don't kacau me..." i replied.

"why? continue diploma -lah, next time can teach." mum said.

*puts up the no-no hand*

"why not? can earn side income..." mum replied.

*at the split of the moment i thought - wah, side income!! $$*

"no no no..." i insisted while thinking i cannot teach children *pening* XD

continuing diploma would be a crazy thing to do, im not saying those who did or doing diploma crazy, but imagine having to memorize about 10 pages for every song, which means approximately 30 pages and plus all the squeezed little notes, OMG, i can't do it. sigh. it's very time and energy consuming. sigh. im feeling cold now. -_-"

now, i have to study for my Trial exams. sigh. exam exam exam. *pening*

"pray that a miracle would happen or God just loves him too much, granting him a place in Heaven, no more sufferings and pain."

crapz

i've been wondering lately, everybody is well, interconnected to each other, we have a role to play in one's life, our lives, and other people's lives, no matter big - tiny - small - humongous.

"it's just the heart that matters."

1. your heart to sincerely help your parents.
2. your heart to reach out to your friends who are in need.
3. your heart to just smile and say "hello" to friends you meet everyday.
4. your heart to take the first step to know a stranger in school/college or wherever.
5. your heart to help a total stranger that might just seem lost on the streets.
6. your heart to help out elderly people on the roads.
7. your heart to know a friend even more deeply than you have ever known him/her.
8. your heart to care about everybody.
and of course your heart to LOVE everybody.

sigh. i'm feeling way bored that i'm writing total crap here. sorry guys.

i'm so sleep deprived nowadays, i can't seem to open my eyes at 6.30 a.m. in the morning to get ready to go to college. but somehow, i feel motivated, as if pushed by an invisible force that gets me all energised that i'm looking forward to college everyday, weird huh.

"hmm, just wanna ask, do u find any difference in me when i'm in msn and in class??" i asked.

"haha"

"so very much.."

"serious huh" i said.

"like how??" i asked.

"ur much more outspoken here..."

yeah, thats me.

as Irene described my blog in her blog - wern ching - and you think you know her.

the more you get to know me, the more you would know how much i can talk and blab and talk and blab. well, mostly crap stuff basically. and you cannot imagine the crazy stuff i would do to get the things i dream of and desire, or maybe just doing crazy stuff for fun. but all i know is, i reach my heart out towards everything i do, be honest and straightforward, and do it the fun way, the feedback can sometimes be quite rewarding.

"people are just too FAKE nowadays, that sometimes you don't feel the fun chatting with these type of people."

enough of crap. continue later. =P

randomness

At Web's End

Where does the Internet end? At lots of sites, actually. The whole idea of a "final page" of the Internet has caught many people's imagination, and several sites have been erected claiming to represent "the End of The Internet". One of the funniest is the zany display at http://www.romlist.com/end, where you'll see a message announcing that you have "now seen everything there is to see in the future world" and are encouraged to venture out and "feel the awesome feeling of not being connected"...

Source taken from The Star InTech, Tuesday, 7 August 2007.

Interested? just CLICK http://www.romlist.com/end, it might give you a chuckle. haha. =P

i don't see any sharp edges @_@

my life has been getting pretty hyped up and hectic everyday. so many to be done, but so little time. sigh.

"time and tide 'really' waits for no man"

i am seriously sleep deprived. the reason why i feel so tired everyday, once my head touches my pillow, whoala, im in dreamland, no more tossing and turning. maybe it's quite a good thing though. what to do, i neeeeeeeed to grab more TIME. all i need is TIME. Theory exam in 1 week time. Trials in 3 weeks time. enough said. all i need to do is study hard, strive through, and then the results would be really satisfying. i hope i can make it. i must make it. I MUST!! *roar* and this time, i must really learn my lesson from my past experiences, no more studying last minute, and strive for the best. to realise our dreams, it ain't that easy after all. sigh. all i need is determination and erase away all the laziness. i believe i can do it. all would be well in the end. therefore, i'd probably won't be really updating my blog, maybe until 7th September? haha. but i'd probably can't stand the temptation of coming online checking updates about you guys and everybody. lol.

im just plain bored right now, any exciting stuff? Alvin got national service -kah?

peace out =)

no update

"im feeling way bored right now. but i won't have an update."

nothing much has happened to me this August. all i do everyday is listen to Maroon 5's It Won't Be Soon Before Long and Kelly Clarkson's My December while drilling my head with Chemistry. i've become so damn freaking busy this 2nd semester, i find it way more MORE hectic than the 1st semester, gwad. assignments, projects, past-year papers, homework, study, tests, quizzes, everything comes in the 2nd semester package. while revising topics for my AS examination i still need to study for my A2 syllabus. sigh.

having my Chemistry practical exam on 23rd August, man, i hope i can survive my practical exam, starting AS trials on 29th August and it ends at 7th September. must start filling, digesting, feeding my brain already. anyway, study hard and play hard. =)

Maroon 5 :: Wake Up Call

Artist: Maroon 5
Song: Wake Up Call
Album: It Won't Be Soon Before Long

I didn't hear what you were saying.
I live on raw emotion baby
I answer questions never maybe
And I'm not kind if you betray me.
So who the hell are you to say we
Never would have made it babe.

If you needed love
Well then ask for love
Could have given love
Now I’m taking love
And it’s not my fault
Cause you both deserve
What is coming now
So don’t say a word

Wake up call
Caught you in the morning with another one in my bed
Don't you care about me anymore?
Don’t you care about me? I don't think so.
Six foot tall
Came without a warning so I had to shoot him dead
He won't come around here anymore
Come around here? I don't think so.

Would have bled to make you happy
You didn't need to treat me that way
And now you beat me at my own game
And now I find you sleeping soundly
And your lovers screaming loudly
Hear a sound and hit the ground

If you needed love
Well then ask for love
Could have given love
Now I’m taking love
And it’s not my fault
Cause you both deserve
What’s coming now
So don’t say a word

Wake up call
Caught you in the morning with another one in my bed
Don't you care about me anymore?
Don’t you care about me? I don't think so.
Six foot tall
Came without a warning so I had to shoot him dead
He won't come around here anymore
Come around here?
I don’t feel so bad, I don’t feel so bad, I don’t feel so bad

I'm so sorry darling
Did I do the wrong thing?
Oh, what was I thinking?
Is his heart still beating?

Woah oh ohh

Wake up call
Caught you in the morning with another one in my bed
Don't you care about me anymore?
Don’t you care about me? I don't think so.
Six foot tall
Came without a warning so I had to shoot him dead
He won't come around here anymore
Come around here anymore? I don’t feel so bad

Wake up call
Caught you in the morning with another one in my bed
Don’t you care about me anymore?
Don’t you care about me? I don’t think so.
Six foot tall
Came without a warning so I had to shoot him dead
He won’t come around here anymore
No, he won’t come around here. I don’t feel so bad

I don’t feel so bad (Wake up call)
I don’t feel so bad (Caught you in the morning with another one in my bed)
I don’t feel so bad (Don’t you care about me anymore?)
Care about me? I don’t feel so bad.
Wake up call
Caught you in the morning with another one in my bed
Don't you care about me anymore?

jumping away with the rhythm

can't seem to think of anything to amuse people visiting my blog nowadays, creative -ness seems creeping away from me OR maybe i don't have the tinge of creativeness anymore. shucks. been feeling a little bit lost lately, actually i've been pondering about my future, it seems such a tough job having to decide on your future at the age of 18. lol. reaching adulthood has ALOT of price to pay, weighing all sorts of responsibilities on your shoulders, it's starting to push me down, making me "slouch". haha. XD.

"But NO! i would not be deterred, i would not be defeated, even though the road laid in front of me is tough, i'm confident that i could strive through, the same goes to everybody too, all we need is to put lotsa effort, and then success would come our way." *hah* sweet smelling success *dreaming*

anyway, my class sold waffles and root beer floats during the charity carnival yesterday, it was pretty fun handling the root beer floats, and business was really good for both, despite our nonstrategic booth that was placed right in front of the cafeteria. lol. i think we got approximately RM300 something for the sales of root beer, that means we sold about 100 something cups of root beer. haha. and the same goes for the waffles too, but we haven't minus the commission we're supposed to give the person who came to make the waffles. it was all for CHARITY, yay! =) *cheers*

*edited*
We collected a total of about RM300 something. =)

let me recommend TWO albums that im pretty hooked up with. XD

Maroon 5 -- It Won't Be Soon Before Long


have to admit that this album is really really good, i thought it would be a normal pop album, but WAO! it really amazed me. the tracks inside are very pop with an essence of rock, compiled with some soothing soft nice songs, along with very "dancy" tracks, that makes you feel hyped up, making you feel like dancing and jumping along to the tunes. It is terribly luring me to get the original album. seems like i have to burn a hole again in my wallet. XD
Recommended tracks would be of course the hit single Makes Me Wonder, Little Of Your Time, Wake Up Call, Won't Go Home Without You, Goodnight Goodnight, Back At Your Door, in fact all of the tracks are really worth listening. and btw Adam Levine and his voice is way way hot plus sexy, darn unique voice. *bwahahaah* XD

Kelly Clarkson -- My December


I have to say that this album really rocks, but Kelly Clarkson needs to put more rock inside, to ngam ngam have that really strong rock pop album. but what can i say, this is solely HER album, where she wrote/co-wrote all of the songs inside, so, its practically intimate and personal, which makes this album rock, and Kelly really likes to get intimate with her fans, and we fans, ok, her fans would seriously enjoy this album, although some might prefer her sophomore album Breakaway. this album is way darker, and way sadder, but hey, it's a fresh new thing ain't it. although some songs may not be that radio-friendly, but the songs inside are pretty fantastic. Recommended tracks would be of course Never Again, good song for your cheating or whatever boyfriend, Haunted, Judas, Sober, Be Still, Maybe, Can I Have A Kiss and of course the "poppy" How I Feel. Sober, Be Still, Maybe would be those really soothing songs with really really good lyrics. amazing. lol. and her vocals are still as powerful as ever, might be even more powerful than in Breakaway.

opinions are based on my personal thinking, comments are allowed, no matter good or bad. haha. XD

thank you. =)