hiya

AS examinations are over and classes had resumed last Thursday, but i still feel in a don't-want-to-study mode, although i know i have to. i can't afford being lazy anymore. haha. still i have 1 month of holiday, must buck up on everything.

the whole moving house thing has finally settled down. what i feel about the house? comfortable, and my room seems more spacious then before. our old house had been rented out. and well, i still feel lazy walking around in my new house, especially when the walkway from the bedrooms to downstairs, not that very big or what, but still much bigger and longer than the old house, see, im that lazy. first week, i couldn't really sleep, back pain and stuff, feel like an old lady, haha, thats cuz i was going to get sick in the middle of exam. sigh. now, im in the pink of health already! =P

another year has gone and passed, and i still haven't figured out what degree would i take later. although there are a few universities in mind, and i can't afford to go overseas, unless a miracle happens, and i get a scholarship. that would be so woopie-doodlee-doo, so maybe IMU, Monash etc etc. sigh. and they increased the doctor's housemanship to 2 years, don't know what the hell are they thinking about, it would be like TEN 10 years to finish everything, i'd become like 30 years old already. and i don't really think that increasing that housemanship years would improve the quality of doctors produced, there are other factors like having good senior doctor mentors or those doctors that really deserve to be doctors. so maybe im thinking of letting that go, and go into research like Biomedical Science or Biotechnology or Pharmacy, or maybe Dentistry, or Nutrition and Dietetics. i still don't know yet, blah.

Pharmacy would be quite bland, everyday you do the same thing, but research would be cool, there would be like interesting foundings and stuff. and besides, i really like Biology, even more than Chemistry, and it's stronger than Chemistry, but i still can't make up my mind though.

for the good stuff, im going to Beijing next Thursday!! yay, finally a holiday trip, but that means i'll be skipping college for 2 days, which i really don't want to, haha. teacher can teach lotsa things in 2 days, and id be missing my good friend's birthday, sigh. but i can't wait to go to the Great Wall of China, and i hope it would be snowing, although i experienced it once when i was in US, but still it would be damn cool. haha. but i have this stomach discomfort thingy everytime i sit airplane, lol, maybe its a mental effect or something, lol.

she said to me,

"in this 8 days, you better make up for it oh..."

i just laughed. haha. =P

i still feel abit the groggy, this sucks

woke up in the morning, planned to wake up at 8a.m. but instead i woke up at 9a.m. thought i had recover yesterday. after going to the doctor last friday, found out i had slight fever.

i think i still have fever now and had Biology paper 2 exam at 1.30p.m. with my head feeling groggy, but this did not obstruct me from answering all the questions! bwahaahahahhaha. i really did my best and i thought the paper was okay. but my friends said it was hard, argghh, i really don't know who to believe. -_-"

now waiting for my mum to fetch me back home

bye bye guys and good luck to whoever that has exams on =)

hi guys

im down with a sorethroat and one big stupid ulcer near my tooth, so torturing

would be getting my phone line in 2 months time

sigh

in the mean time would update through the college's computer

sigh

2 more papers left

but i feel so dead already

stupid me

better get studying

sigh

i still feel like such a stupid ass for making dumb and stupid and humiliating mistakes for my Biology paper. sigh. sigh. sigh. thats why i finally decided to make new resolutions for what i am going to do during my 1 month holiday which is after my exam of course. and this time, i bukan cakap kosong sahaja, must do, must do, and achieve and kick ass when college reopens, especially the subject i own most. bwaahahahaha.

therefore, i must look back and revise back at my A2 syllabus, and i promise not to slack this time. i must do it, although i possess a half discipline attitude. laziness is just my biggest weakness. i won't do any last minute work anymore, i won't i won't. haha. and must think deeply which course to take for my degree, so frustrating -lah. -_-"

everything in my old house is such a mess right now, although all the stuff are in boxes, and half of my clothes are in the new house, but half of it here in the luggage. moving house is just so mafan and tiring. haiyo. and besides, don't know when i can get the internet connection, gwad, ask me how to live lidat. lol. i'll die one day without using the computer. -_-" hahahaa. but maybe it's a good thing though, i get to concentrate fully for my Biology and Chemistry paper next next week. my last two papers. bwahahaha.

kk. got to go for now. =)

eff eff eff, i did 2 careless mistakes in my Biology paper 1, this sucks, why am i such a babi. and i thought that this paper was much harder than the other past year papers i've done before. sigh. nevermind, i would still have the chance to compensate, still got Biology paper 2, and i swear im going to own that, although the paper would be hard too. sigh. tak apa, got one week to study and focus. i sure can manage. =)

now, i don't have a tv at my present house as they moved the tv to the new house. sigh. boredness. might as well go pack up my things. haha. kk. that's all for now. =)

back back back

the advantages of moving into a new house are
1. i get a new bed.
2. i get a new mattress.
3. i get new closets.
4. i get new room colour.
5. i get new curtain.
6. i get new bed sheets.
7. i get new pillow.
8. i get new toilet, bigger samo.

the only thing i might not be changing is my study table, which is a good thing. haha. yea, so moving next week while my exams are still on. haha. hope i can adapt to the new environment and the new house. not sure whether i would miss my present house. but one thing for sure, better pray that i can go online, if not i sure bored to death. sigh.

the main important thing is the COMPUTER!!! hahahhaa. =) of course i must study, but i got like 1 week sorta "holiday" before my last two papers which are Biology 2 and Chemistry 1. after exams, need to resume normal college class till December 7th, that is the end of 2nd semester!! haha. part of it quite best, part of it, 1 month holiday is seriously not good for me, but somehow i can't enjoy -lah, need to brush up on my A2 syllabus. must get best best result. sigh. then maybe pick up my driving skills *gulp* =P

this is such a crap post.

currently addicted to Lost by Michael Buble

"Cause you are not alone
I'm always there with you
And we'll get lost together
Till the light comes pouring through
Cause when you feel like you're done
And the darkness has won
Babe, you're not lost
When your worlds crashing down
And you can't bear to fall
I said, babe, you're not lost"

okay, goodbye for now. =) for those having final exams, all the best and gambateh. =)